Beautiful Mess (l.s.)

SEVENTEEN.

Devault - Stay
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Louis' P.O.V.

I'm swaying from the many shots I took after Zayn challenged me by calling me a lightweight. No one can call me a lightweight, well maybe except Niall, he's had twice the amount of shots and he's still sober.

I start dancing with Zayn behind me. Just feeling the song. When I feel hands grip my waist and yank me away from Zayn.

I turn to see who it was. Harry.

He wraps on of his arms around my waist, turns me around and brings me into his chest. The small part of me thats sober, has me keep a bit of distance between our bodies. But, its slowly disappearing.

Just then the song changes. And the little bit of my sobriety, leaves.

Every bit of us is touching. My back to his chest, the back of my thighs to his, my bum to his dick. I lean my head back against his shoulder and he puts his face into my neck.

I figured it out
You think that you want it
It’s all a facade, yeah
You want adrenaline
F--- the consistence
F--- the emotions

I get chills as he rests his hands on my hips and starts moving them side to side. I shutter out a breathe open mouthed. I feel his breathe on my neck, that leaves me panting, and closing my eyes.

You think that you want it
It’s all a facade, yeah
You want adrenaline
F--- the consistence
F--- the emotions
You fully loaded

His grip on my hips tightens and I'm finding it really hard to breathe and my chest feels heavy.

You fully loaded
You’re fully loaded

We grind and sway side to side, his hands sliding up to my waist then down again. He does this so many times, and I don't keep track. I'm too distracted by how his hands end up under my shirt. Gripping at my bare hips, his long fingers covered in a rose ring, ruby ring and one that says peace on my bare skin. The cold metal sends shivers down my spin.

Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
You could never see outside
Pull up on you, staring at the light
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me

I reach behind me and push his head into my neck. I feel light, barley there, kisses on the right side of my neck. I need more.

You want adrenaline
F--- the consistence
F--- the emotions

I'm full on plastered against him. Don't know if its because of him, or me, the music or gravity but I'm not complaining.

I grip at his hair trying to move his head down from my neck to my collar bones but he doesn't budge. Instead I feel him move his right hand and grip my hair softly before pulling my head back, while he seductively nips at the ball on my throat. I moan softly as I try to keep my last bit of control.

"Patience" he says into my ear before licking my earlobe with the tip of his tounge before brining it into mis mouth and lightly bitting it.

Ain’t all that talking
Said I was guarded
(You shoot, you shoot)
Memory of your face
Before I see it
(You shoot, you shoot)

You could never see outside
Pull up on you, staring at the light
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
You could never see outside
Pull up on you, staring at the light
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me

His hand goes back to my hips and I tilt my head to the side and nip, kiss and suck around to find a spot that will get a reaction out of him.

Right off the edge
Gave me no answers, gave me no answers
I heard your voice inside my head
Inside my head
I heard your laughter, I heard your laughter

At the end of his jaw. I gotcha. I turn around with his arms still around me and I grip the left side of his hair and pull lightly to get him to expose his neck more. I hear him moan with a sigh.

You pulled my hands right off the edge
Right off the edge
Gave me no answers, gave me no answers
I heard your voice inside my head
Inside my head
I heard your laughter, I heard your laughter

I nip, kiss and suck at his jaw, down his neck, to his collar bones and back up again.

You could never see outside
Pull up on you, staring at the light
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
You could never see outside
Pull up on you, staring at the light
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me
Don’t tempt me, don’t push me

I pull away to see his eyes half open. His mouth ajar in a silent moan that I can only imagine what it sounds like thanks to the loud music.

He grabs me by the front of my neck, almost like hes choking me but applies the right amount of pressure to send me reeling more than I already am.

We're half a centimeter from kissing. Almost. But of course, life likes to fuck me over....

Zayn pulls us apart. And just like that, I blink and I realize what I'm doing. What the fuck.

I spare a glance at Harry and see him with Niall, giggling and pinching his cheeks calling him his 'little leprechaun'. He's way more drunk than I thought.

I turn to walk outside. I need air. But I'm pulled back again by Zayn, "Lou, what was that?"

And I don't know what to say, so instead I throw up all the alcohol and food I have right there and pass out.

Hopefully tomorrow doesn't come so I won't have to remember this. Or hopefully I'm too drunk to remember.

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Sooo.....shit happened!! Yay! I kno y'all probably wanted them to do the dirty😉 but, oh well.

So chapter 17✔.

Thanks for reading💙💚❤

9/19/19