Hey, you're probably sleeping right now, and if you are then I hope you're sleeping well, and if you aren't then I hope you go to bed soon, you need a good nights rest. I know you don't get the best sleep every night, I can tell from the way you used to so easily fall alseep in my arms all those days and nights we were together. It kills me not being able to hold you like that anymore, especially knowing you're not sleeping as peacefully as you deserve.
It took me awhile to put into words what I wanted to say and I think I finally got it. I want to say that I miss you and I'm miserable without you but I want you to be happy more than I want this aching, pinching pain in my side to go away. If being without me makes you happy then be without me, I'll move across the country if you want me too; if me being in pain means you being peacefully buoyant then please tell the devil and all his servants to hit me with his best shot because you are more than worth it if it means you finally bring back that beautiful ear to ear smile you used to do when you thought back to priceless memories. Sometimes I wonder if you'll think back to our newly made memories years from now and if they'll bring you that same sensation.
Anyway, I wanted to tell you I miss you and my side still hurts and sleeping isn't the same without you, I just hope you're sleeping just fine.
I'm beginning to forget the point of this message but just know I miss you and I can still feel your body pressed against mine when I lay in my bed, and I'm grateful I can say I've had the chance to caress your body like the beads of sweat that drip down your forehead when your dreams turn to nightmares.
I just wanted to say I miss you and you made an imprint on my body rather than my mattress and I wanted to thank you.
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LETTERS I'LL NEVER WRITE
Poetrysome things I had wished I told people, some things I should never tell anyone. All writings belong to me, myself, & i.
