LETTERS I'LL NEVER WRITE

SORRY

I'm sorry I apologize too much. I know how much you hate that, and I'm working on getting better.

I'm sorry we never got to spend our first Spring Break together visiting your family at the beach like you wanted, but shit happened and that's life and I'm sorry I wasn't more sentimental about the cancellation of the plans. I know how you hate a change in plans.

I'm sorry I'm not as organized as you, I know you hate always having to clean my desk but I love the way you take one day each week to organize the refrigerator.

I'm sorry I love horror movies too much and I always make you leave the shower curtain open because I'm convinced my life is actually a movie and there's a killer hiding in our shower. I'm sorry it took me 2 years to finally start saying "ours."

I'm sorry I never tell you exactly how I feel, instead I make you mixed CDs of songs that sing it better than I can say it. I'm sorry it's not your kind of music. You apologized for never listening to them. I still make them for you though, I keep them in a box in a drawer in the desk that you organize for me. You never look in the box.

I'm sorry I wake you up sometimes when I can't sleep. It's not my fault though, I can't control my kicking and screaming at night. You know that. You sleep in the guest room most nights.

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I fell in love with you.
You said you were sorry for never loving me.
I'm sorry I'm not easy to love.