Show Me Real

Clean Slate

Chapter 4

"Oh hell no!" Keisha stated as she ran over to Rashad and Tiana all boo'd up. "So you just gonna do my bitch like that. I knew I never liked you chipped tooth big forehead ass." She said while grabbing her by the hair snatching her wig off.

I was still in shock. My mouth couldn't move and my feet felt as if they were stuck to the ground.

'I'm sorry baby girl, she just my friend I ain't mean for that to happen." Rashad stated knocking me out my train of thought.

"Nigga what!? You really over here about to talk to me like I am some type of goofy," I yelled in his face, "I know we are not official but you petty as hell, you invited me over but over here caking it with my whole friend!?" I said before pushing him out my way and walking over to Tianna who was currently being blocked by Deontae from Keisha punches. "And he don't owe me shit, you are supposed to be my girl and you sit here and do this?" I said to her while helping Tre grab Keisha.

"Come on girl it's not even worth it" I told Keisha as I pulled her outside. I appreciate her having my back, it shows me her loyalty and she knows that I will always have hers but we are not like this, we have matured so much and come so far I refuse to have us on the internet looking ratchet over a guy. We made our way outside the restaurant while Rashad and Tiana went to his car and drove off.

"I can't believe them." Keisha stated as we sat at the table outside.

"I swear I want to whoop buddy ass." Tae said passing back and forth.

"It's not even worth it you would lose your scholarship, I knew his ass was up to something I am just glad I figured it out now." I stated as Tre made his way back to the group after getting our orders to go. "I'm sorry you had to witness this craziness" I told him as he had a seat next to me.

"It's cool ma, Tae filled me In as we were holding Keisha back, you had every right to spazz on him." He stated "I got our food, let me call us an Uber back to the dorms, we can just eat in our suite" He said while pulling out his phone. We made our way back to the dorms with Keisha going on about how they should've let her whoop Tiana ass. We started to eat our tacos when I asked to be excused. I was so stressed out and all I wanted to do at the moment was roll up.

"I'm going to walk out with you." Tae stated, I knew he was just trying to make sure I didn't go off and do some crazy shit to Rashad big head ass.

"It's okay trust me I won't do anything crazy" I stated, him and Keisha were vibing and I didn't want to interrupt that and make it about me. Tre must've sensed where I was coming from because he volunteered to come outside with me to my car.

" I got to go grab something out my car anyways, I can walk out with you." He stated as we headed towards the door.

"You know you don't have to come with me, I'm just about to go to my car and smoke." I told him as we walked out the dorm building.

"It's all good, I wanted to get out of the room cause it seemed like they were hitting it off, do you mind if I join you?" He asked and I did a double take. He started to laugh once he noticed my face "Don't look like that, I have my medical license, I actually use it for medical purposes." He stated as we got into my car and i started to roll up.

"I want to start by saying I am sorry for the craziness that happened tonight." I told him as i flamed up. "We normally don't have drama like this and I don't want to scare you off."

"It's all good this is nothing compared to what I've seen in my lifetime." He replied. "But what you think you're going to do now about buddy ass?" He asked referring to Rashad.

"Definitely going to cut him off, I am just not sure who I am most frustrated with honestly. I mean i'm mad at Rashad for being a fuck boy but we weren't technically together so the other part of me is upset with myself for letting a nigga who didn't even wanna cuff me get me in my feelings like this. Then the last part of me is frustrated at my so called friend because I have done nothing but had this girl back my whole time knowing her and she goes and do this." I said as I hit the blunt. My mind was racing at the moment and I just didn't know how to feel.

"Well I would say that you have every right to be frustrated with them two but you should not be frustrated with yourself at all." He said "It is normal for people to get feelings for each other if they are talking and intimate and I don't care what anyone says. So if he was playing that role in your life and making you feel like y'all were to be exclusive but he still with other females, he is the one at fault."

"You right, maybe this is exactly what I needed to start off the school year you know a clean slate, no drama, no toxic people in my life, just good energy." I said while I inhaled the smoke of positivity and exhaled all of the bullshit that went down tonight. A clean slate that is exactly what I need for what seems is going to be a roller coaster of a year.