A short story to Jordan/Caitlin. it's Caitlin's journal about the times before they meet as well as the times they have met.
She is the guidance that the broken puzzle that is known as Jordan Knight.
Day at Nassau. We had a notification that there is an interview being shown later in the day. I wonder what that is all about. Must remember to watch it later. My group of friends and I are getting ready to go to Nassau with the rest of the fans. Like yesterday it's fun and games again. Out in the hot sunshine yet again. Must pack suncream and a bottle of water.
We soon find a spot on the beach to sit for a while to soak some rays. We are close but not too close so we have some space. There are loads of things to do here but we are just going to sit on the beach for now. Tonight's theme party 'Block-a-versary was changed to be back on the ship.
We got back on the ship from a day out in Nassau. It was a very hot day. We bunked in mine and Becky's cabin to watch this interview which is shown on their special channel. There on the screen was Jordan with Jenny. It looks like it's his interview. There was a teddy bear on the desk next to Jenny. She said it was to remind Jordan to talk to her. It was an emotional interview as he bared all his feelings and problems he had since the accident. Poor Jordan. I felt bad for him. This must have been hard for him, you could tell in his voice. He had to stop and broke my heart and made cry. I guess many BH sisters did during that interview. No wonder he was quiet over the cruise so far. I was the first one to get a hug no one else has one before me. The poor guy covers up his scars because he's worried what we think of him. He's had so many problems that we didn't know of and we all have been wanting him to still be who he was not this poor struggling guy with panic attacks. But in my eyes he will always that shy sexy goofball from all those years ago till now. I want to go and find him to give him the biggest hug. I want to cuddle him. Wait he's single!.
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Theme night Block- a - versary. Again he wasn't in the middle of the fun on the stage. He was hiding in the background. So what he said about us fans affect him as much as being with the band is true. And you can tell as he as he hides away so often. Every now when he is close and I can feel his stare on me. I look up and he waves. What is going? What does it mean? Or it is because he is just being nice.
