Give it to you

Entry four

October 21

I can't believe it the last day of the cruise and we go back to Miami tomorrow. So it's last day on the cruise and it's fun N games on the deck. The best theme night is tonight which is GPS more. After breakfast, we went up on deck ready for yoga with Danny plus special guest he told us yesterday. Soon Danny came out with Jordan following behind him. They went into their routine. Danny on one stage and Jordan was on the other. He was looking a little sick as he was close to us, you can see it in his face. Every now and then he would cough or sneeze. Bless him. I so want to jump onto the stage and give him that hug to make him feel better. Danny soon stopped and was talking to the fans while Mr Quiet near us was stealing the show. I think he has forgotten we are even here.

Later it was the limbo pole. A few fans got asked to join but we didn't. That's OK I'm happy just watching. All five of them were doing the limbo pole with the fans. It was one of the girls that won. The guys went out one by one: Jon, Danny and Donnie were the first ones to go. Joe and Jordan were battling against each other which Jordan won as Joe was enjoying himself too much showing off. That he knocked the pole with his hand. He laughed and carried on cheering for the fans to beat his bandmate. Later it happened the girls did beat him. It looked like he slipped as he went to go under the pole, he fell into a heap. Jordan stayed there for a while and started having a coughing fit, then got up and left the deck very quickly. He was limping.

We didn't see him for the rest of the day after that. The next time we saw him was for his solo show. We have had Joe singing a few of his songs first next it's Jordan. There he comes on stage and sits in front of his piano with Jon sitting next to him. Jordan starts to play the piano. Hey, wait, why is his hand bandaged. He sings a couple of his songs Where is your heart tonight, I'll be your everything and Tender love. While he was singing Tender love, someone came onto the stage singing with him wearing a red dress and a blonde wig. It was Donnie. We were all laughing even Jon was. Not sure if Jordan was not trying to laugh or looked mad. He was laughing by the time Donnie jumped up on the piano and was laying on it looking at Jordan. He then sang You make me feel brand new. Even though he really didn't hit the hit high notes because of his cold, it still sounded good even with a scratchy throat. He and Jon went off so we can Donnie and his show. Minus the red dress.

It was GPS night. I wore an England football shirt as I am from England. Most of my friends were wearing Union jack clothing. I wanted to be different. Where we dancing, Donnie and Jordan were too. Jordan looked straight at me. He looked like he wanted to talk to me but was too scared too. I left after that. My friends told in the morning that he looked sad that I left as he couldn't see me. I think he was being nice. He doesn't want me. He is him.

October 22

Time to leave the ship as we docked in Miami. We got off the ship to go to our hotel. We are spending a few days in Miami before we head home. I spent my time reliving the cruise and trying to work out what the glances and waves meant. Nothing I thought. I am looking forward to see them in April next year. I am so going to next year's cruise too. I had so much fun.