NCT 127 × Taeil
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The 127 members were currently in the waiting room tat the music bank as they were ready to see their fans after so long, well they saw their fans on tour but not their fans back in Korea seeing as they had been away on tour for a while, they had fun on tour but all fun and good things come to end, yes their tour ended but so did something else.
The 127 started worrying about a certain member, everyone worries but not as much as these they are worrying about their Taeil-hyung who had become distant over the tour, avoiding skin ships with the members and not speaking as much as he use to, it's worrying the members, not only because they are members it's also because their oldest boyfriend is avoiding them which is new.
Taeil's POV
Do they really love me?
Why do they love me?
I'm old, fat talentless and I'm annoying
Why do they love me and why did they ask me to be theirs when they already have each other, the don't need me, right?
These thoughts keeping appearing in my head, they started way before tour did but I ignored them, but they got worse as tour came to an end. They have each other they don't need me. I can be the only single member they can be together, yeah it might feel awkward because I love them but do they really love me?
These thought appear every day every hour and every second, I cave in to them, I believe them, I let them control me, but I don't let them control my feelings.
I look around to see everyone doing their own things and I'm just sat here deep in thought wanting to cr- that's to late I feel a tear drop on my leg I quickly wipe my face so nobody sees but I was to late Taeyong and Mark so it
"Hyung are yo-" I don't give him time to finish as rush out the room towards the bathroom, I lock to cubical door and slide down the wall crying . After a few minutes of crying in the bathroom cubical I hear the bathroom door open.
"Hyung I know your in here, I just wanna tell you something" Jungwoo says with his sweet soft voice I keep quiet for him to know he can continue. "I know how you feel, insecure about the relationship the thoughts running through your head every day, I know it's the reason why your distancing yourself from us, we love, care for you so much Hyung you don't know what it's like for us to watch you distance your self then crying yourself to sleep at night, we just want you to know, no matter what happens we will always stay with you because we all love you and want to make you happy, but we can't if you push us away from you, so please can you come out so I can hug you tight?" Jungwoo says then asks. I shakily get to my feet unlocking the cubical throwing myself into his arms and sobbing into his chest.
"I'm sorry for distancing myself from you guys, I thought it would help make the thoughts go away but they just kept on coming back 10× worse, I'm so sorry I love you all so much" I sob out to him. I feel hands run through my hair
"It's okay baby, at least we now know we can help you with out pushing us away, all we wanna do is be there for you, and for each other" the voice says which I recognise to Jaehyun. I nod in response not trusting my voice any more.
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I hope you enjoyed this one shot of the NCT 127 members ☺
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- Nikki (aka lunaticgurl2019)
