×chensung×
jisung paced back and forth in his shared room with the love of his life, chenle. jisung and chenle loved each other. they confessed too, but jisung didn't think he was good enough for chenle. he regrets saying that knowing he wanted to he with the older so bad. chenle walked into the room making jisung flinch.
"Whats up sungie?" chenle asked sitting on the edge of their shared bed. "N-Nothing." he mentally cursed himself for stuttering. "Nothing? Taeil-hyung said you wanted to leave the group." chenle said with no facial expression. jisung wanted to leave cause he couldn't take the pain anymore. he hated how he wanted to be with chenle but felt like he wasn't good enough. "Well uh..-" chenle cut him off. "Whats going on? Whats making you leave?" chenle waited for an answer. "i cant take the pain anymore lele." jisung finally said. chenle looked taken aback. "The pain? What?" jisung broke down into tears and told chenle everything.
how much he wanted to be with him, how he felt like he wasnt good enough, his thoughts. everything. chenle was in tears hearing the younger speak about everything through sobs. jisung finished and wiped his tears away not bothering to look at the elder.
"S-Sungie... i like someone else too." jisung's head shot up in shock. "Y-You what?" jisung said. chenle bit his lip nervously. "I like Renjun too Jisung..." chenle said looking at the younger who looked like he was going to break again. "Does He like you back?" chenle shrugged. "He doesn't know i like him." he said. "But if he did and if he liked you back.... would you date him...?" chenle stayed quiet for a moment.
"It depends sungie." jisung sighed. "So i never really had a chance?" jisung said. "You did.. i mean you still do too." chenle said wiping jisung's new tears away. "Then what are you going to do?" chenle purses his lips while thinking. "Are you going to wait for him or do you want to give us a try?" jisung asked sitting up. his question made chenle sit up too.
"I want to give us a try." jisung nodded. "Okay." they faced each other and stared until jisung caught chenle off guard. "Kiss me." chenle looked shocked for a second then kissed jisung softly. the younger gladly returned the kiss. they slowly pulled away after a while. jisung gently stroked chenle's cheek with his thumb making the older lean into his touch.
"Mine." jisung mumbled. "Yours." chenle mumbled back smiling softly.
- Syion
