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this is happening to me right now :(

Jongho + Yeosang (ATEEZ)

Jongho: Hey sangie 

Sangie: oh hi Jongho

Jongho: how are you?

Sangie: im good just playing Minecraft with San and Wooyoung, what about you?

Jongho: Just hanging out with Hongjoonie 

Yeosangs thoughts: if you wasnt dating him we could be dating by now, you told me a few days ago that you liked me and i confessed back, you had to ruin it by saying we couldnt be together because you love Hongjoon, am i not good enough?

Jongho: Sangie?

Jongho: Yeosang

Sangie: Yeah?

Jongho: are you okay? you stopped replying to me

Sangie: sorry i was thinkig, i have to go, im off for a walk

Yeosang turns off his phone and walks out the room and dorm. he walks around seoul for a few hours, he walks to the company heading to the dance practise rooms, he walks in and puts on some music daancing along to the beat.

THE NEXT DAY 

Yeosang has been dancing and singing all night trying to foget the raising pain in his heart hes been feeling all night, Yeosang hasnt even noticed the tears strolling down his face as he keeps remembering the day Jongho confessed but said they couldnt be together because Hongjoon. he remebers the day he felt like he should give up, he remembers the day he actually tried but got stopped by Wooyoung. Yeosang grabs a piece of paper and starts writing, after finishing writing the letter he sticks it on the door and walks away from the company and away from the dorms,

The rest of ATEEZ walk to the practise studio hoping Yeosang is in there for just a little early practise, when they walk to the door San sees the letter grabbing it and walks in

"Guys theres a letter" San announces 

"read it then Sannie" Wooyoung says. san  nods and begins to read it

Dear ATEEZ members,

i have decided to leave ATEEZ and the company i havent determinated my contract yet, they are just giving me some time to actually think if this is what i really want.

Seonghwa-hyung,

the hyung who looks after all the members like a good older brother, even though you tired to help me you couldnt i was already in to deep, ive been hurt even though you said you was gonna make sure i wasnt going to get hurt, ive become depressed i only told San and Wooyoung, they was going to tell you but i told them not to, i love you hyung look after the rest like always 

Hongjoong-hyung

the leader, i dont know what to say to you but thank you, thank you for everything you have done for us, just thank you, i hate you for not giving me many lines in the songs but thats fine i dont think i was fit enough to sing,

Yunho,

Thank you for the best Yunnie, you have always been there for me and thats what i loved about you, being able to feel comfortable with you and the rest of 99 line was perfect, look after the rest of the 99 liner because i know i wont be able toanymore

San

my bestfriend, i love you buddy make sure to look after Wooyoung you guys are cute together, sorry im not there to see you grow old together liked i promise, my heart couldnt continue anymore, it made me leave so i didnt have to deal with the heartbreak 

Mingi

im gonna miss you and our little banters we always have. look after youself, yeah? you still have my number call or text meif you need something or just someone to talk to, i wont be blocking anyone but i will be leaving the group chat

and lastly Wooyoung,

my other bestfriend of 7 years. look after yourself and San if he every hurts you ring me immediately, sorry i had to leave you youngie i couldnt deal with it anymore, i printed out all of out photos and put them on your bed and took the copies with me, im gonna miss you.

ATEEZ,

im gonna miss you guys so much, if my heart wasnt in pain i would've stayed but my heart couldnt handle it anymore. if i do consider actually leaving the staff will notice you, but for now dont worry about it, i might come back i might not. sorry guys <3

love Yeosang <3

"he didnt say anything for me?" Jongho asks making San shake his head

A FEW DAYS LATER

a staff member walks into the practise room making the members stand up

"i guess you all want to know" the staff asks making the members nod

"well the good news is that you are having a come back. and the bad news is Yeosang has offically left" the staff says making the members tear up 
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I hope you enjoyed this one shot of the ATEEZ members ☺
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- Nikki (aka lunaticgurl2019)

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