Let You Down {Moxiety/Analogical}

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Father/Son Moxiety

Romantic Analogical/Logicality

Virgil's P.O.V

Yeah,  I'm a disappointment
Doing everything I can, I don't wanna make you disappointed
It's annoying
I just wanna make you feel like everything I ever do wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you

I did it again.... I made Prince mad. Patton turned on me to defend Princey. That hurt more than the actual argument did. He's my only father figure and he turns on me to protect Roman! He acts like I WANT to be like this. Like i Want to be anxiety. Like i WANT to be the BAD GUY!


Walking towards you, with my head down lookin' at the ground, I'm embarrassed for you

I feel bad for Patton. When others look at me they see the bad guy and Pattons protecting me makes him look bad to.

Yeah, you don't wanna make this work
You just wanna make this worse
Want me to listen to you
But you don't ever hear my words
You don't wanna know my hurt yet
Let me guess, you want an apology, probably
How can we keep going at a rate like this?
We can't, so I guess I'ma have to leave
Please don't come after me
I just wanna be alone right now, I don't really wanna think at all
Go ahead, just drink it off

"How could you do that!" Here we go again. "I didn't want to! I didn't MEAN to!" Why can't they understand that? Why can't HE understand that? "All you ever do is ruin things! That's exactly why nobody likes you!" "Logan...I'm sorry..." "Well sorry won't fix that will it!"

Both know you're gonna call tomorrow like nothing's wrong
Ain't that what you always do?

"Hey, Virgil! What's up?" is he seriously acting like nothing happened? "Just listening to my music.

I feel like every time I talk to you, you're in an awful mood

"Why are you always listening to that STUPID MUSIC!" ouch. "It's not stupid." "Yes, it is. And you would realize that if you would ever stop and think about it!"


don't talk down to me
That's not gonna work now
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
I don't even wanna go to your house
Everytime I sit on that couch
I feel like you lecture me
Eventually, I that we
Could have made this work
And probably woulda figured things out
But I guess I'm a letdown
But it's cool, I checked out
Oh, you wanna be friends now?
Okay, let's put my fake face on and pretend now
Sit around and talk about the good times
That didn't even happen
I mean, why are you laughing?
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No, but at least you're happy

I haven't talked to Patton in weeks. Me and Logan broke up. I'm not still friends with either one of them. Honestly i don't think i WANT to be friends with them. Not anymore. To much has happened. They seem so happy without me. They are even dating now. I don't want to take that happiness away from them.

Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
Oh, let you down


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