Sanders Sides One Shots

Think About It {Moxiety Breakup}

I couldn't make the title to long but its a Moxiety breakup that turns into Logicality.

Human AU

I left out in a cloud of tail lights and dust
Swore I wasn't comin' back
Said I'd had enough

"I can't do this anymore Patton.." "Virgil please don't do this! You know you don't want to!" "I'm sorry, Patton. But sadly i do..." i wish i didn't have to do this "And don't think i'll ever come back because i won't....."

But don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't have regrets
Don't think it don't get to me

*2 weeks Later*

I wish I hadn't had to leave but i had no choice. I'm no good for him. I was just making life harder on him even if he didn't want to say it i could see it. 

Don't think I don't wonder 'bout
Could've been should've been all worked out

I wonder what could have happened if i had stayed. Maybe things would have actually worked out? No! I can't start thinking like that! I can never go back there.

I know what I felt and I know what I said
But don't think I don't think about it

I am still so in love with him. I wish we could have worked. I still think about it all the time. I still think about HIM all the time. 

When we make choices we gotta live with them

I'm just gonna have to live with the fact that i let him go and it was for the best.

Heard ya found a real good man and ya married him

I heard he found someone else. I think his name is Logan. They seem really happy from what i've seen online. I'm glad he's happy. he deserves that much after what happened.

*1 Year Later*

wonder sometimes if I cross your mind

I wonder if he ever thinks about what we once had. Or if he even still remembers me after all this time.

Where would we be today
If I never drove that car away

I wonder if we ever would have gotten married? Had a family maybe? Could we have had a happily ever after or would me being there have continued to hurt him silently? 

But don't think I don't think about it
Don't think I don't have regrets
Don't think it don't get to me

So much time has passed and sometimes i still think about him. Think about what we had. After all this time it still gets to me that i could never have something like that ever again.

Don't think I don't think about it