The soul flies to the sky

Undefinable feeling.

A headache. That's all he felt when he woke up to the sound of the alarm the next morning. 9 a.m. Maybe he really did need more than five hours of sleep.
Why was he up so early? Well, he was extremely excited.

Just the thought of the girl's glistening smile sent shivers through his body. She was absolutely everything he could ask for, as cheesy as that sounded.

He had no idea what he was feeling. Could it be love?
He didn't know. He never experienced love. Josh didn't know what being in love feels like . All these emotions occupying his mind were undescribable.

But then again, love is a feeling actually so unknown to us humans, that no one could define it. A strange aspect of falling in love, feels different to every single on of us. Some of us find it quite scary, most of us let it slip through the palms of our hands just because the territory is so unknown that we don't know whether we are entering a mine field or not. Some of us have this idea what the right person for us is like, and our real soulmate vanishes from our embrace because of all the unnecessary thinking we do. We're humans. That's what we do. We over think. Very few of us have seemed to have found the balance in between our brain and our heart. Both of which can not work without the other.
Like I sad, as we create this concept of what is good and what is bad, and plan the future, and take all of these little unnecessary aspects of life into consideration, we stop listening to our heart. And although the heart itself can not think, it can feel. And although the brain can think, it can not feel.

What is a good balance between the two? Well, I have a slightly different perception of things. I say that you can love a lot of people in your life. But you can only fall truly in love once. The moment you lay eyes on that person, the person I like calling your soulmate, this undefinable energy flows through your body. Thats the moment you should stop listen to anything your mind is telling you. True love doesn't necessarily mean you'll live a happy life in a big house with bounch of kids, your spouse, and good jobs. It's not about what you're given, it's about what you give. And the most important thing that both of the people should provide to each other , is not a date at a fancy restaurant, or an expensive bracelet
or a watch. It's the feeling. The feeling of that one person being your home.

Loving with your mind, is good for you. Planning is good for you, because it most likely means happiness for the long run.

Loving with your heart, doesn't always have to end up well. With the lack of common sense involved, lives of these two humans can be split up into two completely different directions. That's maybe the main reason this type of love hurts so much. Seeing that person, whose soul has been given to you, and you only, hurt or fade away, brings undescribable pain.

I guess it just depends on personal preference.
Loving or being in the embrace of the soul destied to be connected to yours from the very beginning.

There's seven billion people in this world. Each one of us has that one person with whom our souls have been connected. But the fact is, finding that person is very hard. That's probably the reason most of us give up on the option that he or she exists. That's why we settle for something else.

Love. An undefinable feeling. Representing something different to each and every one of us.
That's why there's no specific mold to hold on to or the definition to help us know what we are feeling.

What Josh was feeling, was exactly that. Undefinable. When he saw the girl in the woods he stopped breathing. In that moment he decided that he wouldn't think. What he was feeling was far stronger than any thought going through his mind. In that moment he decided that he would only follow his heart. No matter how much he could end up hurting in the end.

A/N: How are you liking it? I would appreciate the toughts on my writing. Is it my English really that bad?