the arcanaxreader

Portia 3

Portia POV

I ran to my cottage and didn't stop till the door slammed and I fell. Pepi ran to me and purred rubbing on my arm.i burst into tears and cuddled her close to ny chest. I couldn't believe it...y/n was in love with another. Tears ran down my cheeks as pepi licked them. I smiled and held her close. There was a knock at the door and i heard that voice. "Portia! You in here?" Called y/n.
I didnt feel like answering. "You ok? " She asked trying to open the door. I got up and rushed to the bathroom locking the door. My heart hurt as i head the door open and close and y/ns foot steeps. My eyes darted around the room and spotted julians things. I frown and kneels next to them.

Y/n's pov

"Portia!" I yelled. "Where is this woman?" I ask pepi. Nadia told me to just woman up and tell her i have feelings for her. Scares me. I dont wanna tell her and her not feel the same. Theb she things if ne different and i lose her as a friend. I take a deep breath and look at pepi. "You know where she is?" Pepi meowed and rushed to the bathroom door. I knocked "portia!" I put my ear to the door and listened close. She was CRYING. I kicked the door and banged on it. "PORTIA!!" I yelled.
"GO AWAY!!" She sobbed. I rammed into the door and seen she had a knife in her hands. It was on her wrist. My eyes widen. "Portia.." she looked me in the eyes and i see fear and sadness in her big beautiful ones. I slowly walked closer but she backed away. I didnt stop till she was on the wall. I took the knife and threw it down. My hands cupped her face whiping her tears. "Whats wrong.." she sniffed and looked down "don't hate m-me ..." She sobbed as more tears came. "I could never hate you..." I mumbled tucking a hair strand behind her ear. "I over heard you and nadia talking.... I understand you like someone...not me..." Confused i male her look at me. "What?" She sighed "i like you y/n...but you dont like me .i dont know where the person you like is but i bet there way better then me.." i smashed my lips onto hers and held her close. "Portia ..the person i like is right in front of me..and she is the most perfect person in the world.."

Sorry it's short and sucky. Work is getting hard on me.