After I made it home I jumped on my bed, wishing I could forget everything. My face buried deep into my red pillow, tearing soaking it completely. Tears with a mixture of pain and anger, confusion and sadness, emptiness and lonely, betrayed and used. I know I would always chase him when I was younger, but now I've matured.
I shook the thought of my head, but it came back.... over and over again. As if the betrayal was a broken record or stuck on replay, the pain never reseeding. I lay I'm my bed thinking of what I'd done to deserve this, until it hit me. For so long Sonic saw my childish side, that's why... But no more, I'm going to act my age and decline this horrid dwellings within me.... these horrible emotions.
I stood up and walked over to my closet, there were so many kiddy outfits, red dresses and striped boots. The same thing, over and over and over again, I should shop more. I took the silly red dresses and boots and put them in a bag, I tied it up tight and threw it in the back out of my closet.
"Time for change." I looked at the outfits I had left, there were quite a bit.
Tags still on them not a wrinkle in sight, they looked just perfect. I grabbed a green short dress and put it up to my body, I wanted to see if it looked well. And wow did it, I pulled off my childish dress and put on my green one.I went to the bathroom an brushed my quills, I decided to let them grow out so they were kinda long. I walked back put the bathroom ad smiled, I forgot why I was sad. I grabbed my purse and walked outside as I locked the door, I was going to get a coffee.
(Sorry it's short!!! But I will do betta later!!)
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My Dirty Lil Secret.(Shadamy)
RomansSonic has finally broken Amy down to the bone. She's tired of running after him and decides she's decided to give up on love. Or can a certain hedgie make her think twice. (Yeah yeah. No own sonic.)