Cuddles X Toothy

Small Thoughts, Big Heart

Toothy's POV

What.. what happened? Where am I?

ᵀᵒᵒᵗʰʸᵎ

Cuddles?

ᵂʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ʷʳᵒⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʰⁱᵐˀ

What's going on?

ᵀᵒᵒᵗʰʸ... ʷʰʸ ᵈⁱᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒ ⁱᵗ..ˀ

Everything is so dark, and I can only faintly hear Cuddles voice go in and out. But.. I can't quite focus either, my head hurts like hell and... it's.. so hard.. to open my...

ᴛᴏᴏᴛʜʏ!

Hearing Cuddles screaming forced my eyes awake, only to close again for a few seconds since everything is so bright. "Ow... where am-" Before I could finish my thought, Cuddles hushed me and told me to rest. A few minutes of silence happened before I started to remember.

Flashback

I was paralyzed on the cold, muddy and rainy ground.

Feeling someone pounding my chest and placed their lips on mine, I had no idea what was going on.

Everything seemed to fade, then I faintly saw Cuddles face.

When he placed his mouth on mine once again, pecked his lips for half a second before he pulled his sweet soft mouth away from me.

I can't remember anything after...

End

Laying in the hospital bed processing what I had done. Not just the kiss, or the water... but the pictures as well. I was so deep in thought that I unknowingly tuned Cuddles scolding voice at me out. I heard his furious voice, but I wasn't listening to his words even though he was right next to me. Still in thought, I just got out of bed and walked out of the hospital, not even bothering to check myself out. Through the whole time I wouldn't even look at Cuddles, I'm not trying to ignore him. I just need to stay away from him, maybe even take some time away from HTF City.

I must of zoned out while I was walking, because everything, everyone and every sound was foggy and turned out I wasn't paying attention to my surroundings and only focused on getting home. I'm surprised that I didn't die by anything once when I got to my front door. Not many Tree Friends have died nearly as much for a week, even the flood hasn't killed anyone. Even with that in thought, the next thing I think about when I opened my door is Cuddles and all of the pictures I have of him hung all in my room.

I close my door after walking inside then lay on my couch feeling empty inside. No.. not empty, the feelings that I felt are still very much there, I just don't know how to react to these feelings anymore. I'd move, but I would have to pack, and all of my clothes and bathroom is in my room, my private bathroom of course. I just can't bring myself to see his face anymore, I can't ask anyone to destroy the pictures for me... then they'd know about my gross obsession. I don't know how I'm going to live like this... it's so hard.. and all while thinking so hard. I fell asleep before I could decide what to do with anything.

WOW 2 FREAKING MONTHS SINCE I PUBLISHED! Well that's embarrassing... 😂 I'm still trying to get back in the feeling of making books, unfortunately It's taking me a lot longer than I'd like. I hope this was worth the wait anyway.