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100 things wrong with me:
1. I'm annoying

2. I'm needy

3. I'm a witch with a capital B

4. I'm stupid

5. I'm insensitive

6. I'm too demanding

7. I complain too much

8. I so whiny

9. I'm dumb

10. I can't do anything right

11. I'm a walking guilt trip

12. I'm not self aware

13. I'm insecure about everything

14. I'm not pretty

15. I'll never be perfect

16. I'll never be good enough

17. I'm irresponsible

18. I'm untrustworthy

19. I'm unlovable

20. I'm unhealthy

21. I'm a disappointment

22. I'm a bad luck charm

23. I make everyone so unhappy

24. I can't talk properly

25. I'm not curvy enough

26. I'm not skinny enough

27. I'm mean

28. I hurt everyone

29. I keep thinking something is wrong with me even though I'm fine and I should drop it

30. I make stuff up

31. I blow things out of proportion

32. I'm a mess

33. I'm a waste of space

34. I'm a waste of time

35. I run away from my problems

36. I leave people behind

37. I'm dependant

38. I'm weak

39. I won't fight for myself

40. I hope for others to fight for me

41. I'm don't even accept help from anyone else when offered

42. I don't reach out

43. I'm proud

44. I don't walk in the path of God

45. I keep avoiding and putting off my spiritual life

46. I forget to pray

47. I want to die

48. I don't think I want to live to see old age

49. I'm scared to have kids

50. I'm scared to have a relationship

51. I'm not confident in myself

52. I don't work hard enough

53. I'm not light enough

54. My hair isn't straight enough

55. I don't have freckles

56. The red in my hair is too dull

57. My nose is too big

58. My chin isn't small enough

59. I have panic attacks

60. I have depression

61. I have anxiety

62. I want to kill myself

63. I want to see the pain I feel on the inside be reflected out

64. I want to destroy everything around me

65. I find it hard to talk to people

66. My hands are too small

67. My feet are too big

68. My waist isn't small enough

69. No one likes me

70. No one would ever want to marry me

71. I'm sinful

72. I'm basic

73. I'm fake

74. I'm evil

75. I'm worthless

76. I talk too much

77. I don't talk enough

78. I'm self absorbed

79. I'm selfish

80. I'm a brat

81. I'm an ahole

82. I'm a mistake

83. I'm a disgrace

84. I wasn't supposed to exist

85. I'm a terrible friend

86. I'm a terrible daughter

87. I'm a terrible christian

88. I'm weak

89. I'm uncultured

90. I'm unmannered

91. I don't think

92. I'm lazy

93. I make excuses

94. I'm scared

95. I'm hateful

96. I'm too trusting

97. I don't trust enough

98. I don't understand myself

99. I don't like confrontation

100. I don't know how to let go and move on

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**Disclaimer**
Mental issues sometimes cause people to see things very differently than how they actually are as well as be extra hard on themselves than they should be. If there are any inconsistencies with Ann's behaviour in the book .vs. how she perceives herself in the list, that's the point.

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 13, 2019 ⏰

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