Please Just Let me in (a Giyuu Tomioka love story.)

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I stepped outside to put the ointment on by myself since I didn't have anything to really cover my breasts I needed some privacy but the sheer thought of a boy doing this for me made me blush so much I could hardly focus on where to apply the ointment but luckily I put it on the right spot where it needed to be it stung alittke but once I got used to it I was ok and able to go to sleep now.

"Ugh all do- oh your asleep haha I might as well go to sleep to." He looked so peaceful while he was asleep I really liked seeing him like that I honestly could watch him sleep all night but I have to sleep myself haha. So I just laid down in my own futon right beside his and turned the opposite way from him and cause myself smiling but what for there's nothing for me to smile about??? "Uhhh goodnight tomioka kun! I hope you Ugh have a nice sleep!"

Timeskip>>>>

After our mission was over we reported to the big boss he seemed very happy with the outcome of our mission then me and tomioka kun went out separate ways I mean the divisions we watch over are right next to each other but we are still separated ya know! But instead of going to my division I went to the butterfly estate to get my back checked out by Shinobu cause the ointment eased the pain but didn't cure it and I know she can fix it that's why I'm going to her for quick relief.

When I arrived at the butterfly estate all eyes were on me and I didn't like it cause I don't like that much attention to draw less attention to myself I kept looking straight but that wasn't the best idea cause Shinobu came out of nowhere and scared the hell out of me causing me to fall on the ground and made my back hurt even worse than it already was.

"Ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch!!!shinobu that hurt!!!!"

"I sincerely apologize Ena how may I help you here today?" Shinobu apologized with a smile on her face like usual as she helped me stand

"My back it's killing me can you help me out?"

"I sure can follow me."

"So How did this happen?" Shinobu asked while giving me a remedy to heal up my and it was definitely feeling much better with her help.

"I was on a mission with tomioka kun a-."

"With tomioka San? I never thought leader ubuyashiki would put you two on a mission or pillars in general it's as if someone told him to." That made my eyebrow raise and I immediately got confused what the heck was she getting and the sound of her chuckling was kind of scaring me.

"It can't be he simple must've chose us because everyone else was already on missions." I said as I shook my head but I immediately felt the heat rising up to my cheeks cause of the mission with tomioka kun not by what happened during it by me simply being with him....

"Not true because felt I've been here for a week taking care of patients. Mitsuri Chan stopped by as well with a ankle problem I quickly fixed. And everyone else is in there respective homes at the moment it was basically just you and tomioka San on a dual mission a mission one of you could have clearly did on your own or vis versa."

"Yeah but we would have struggled had we been part for those days we were togeth-." In was going to say but the suddenly got stopped by shinobu by her putting her hands on my shoulders and her face being nearly inches fro mine hey she was way to close people!!!! "Uhhh shinobu why are you so close to me?"

"It seems to me you liked the fact that you were on a mission with him, your cheeks are plum red my friend." Red?! Ahh I totally didn't even realize I was blushing either that if I forgot and she caught me red handed!!!! Why does she have to embarrass me so much?!

"I-I didn't say I um did."

"Your hormones are racing right now and your serotonin, dopamine and norepinephrine levels started to rise the moment I brought up tomioka sans name it seems to me you like him."

"I-I don't! And what even are those things you just named?!" She was making random things I didn't understand and it was confusing me so much?! Why would she accuse me of being in love when I've never felt that before?! I don't even know what love is?!

AND WHY DOES SHINOBU SEEM SO HAPPY ABOUT IT JUST HER FACE IS MAKING ME SWEAT!!!!

"Chemicals in the brain that you release when your falling or have fallen in love with someone Norepinephrine when released could make you feel weak in the knees when around someone you love."

"Ummm ok."

"Oh! dopamine makes you feel addicted and euphoric for that said person!"

"What does that have to do with me and tomioka sa-." I was going to ask but shinobu cut me off and acted as if I didn't even say anything to her.

"Plus serotonin makes you happy"

"Ummm shinobu Chan your only naming off random chemicals in the brain what does that have to do with me and tomioka sa-." She interrupted me again?! Jesus shinobu let me talk! If she doesn't give me a proper answer I won't ever believe her!!!!?

"I'm not done Ena! there's also this "love bug" chemical in the brain called oxytocin is released when you touch a lover it makes you super confident and lively oh say has tomioka San touched you recently?"

Oh no I gulped a thick lump in my throat down because I don't want to bring what happened up!!!! It's so embarrassing ahh man and I know just by the way shinobu is looking at me she knows something happened man I wish I could just forget about it and move on with my life but.... I freaking can't!!

But I know Shinobu is going to make me do so if I don't she might poison me or worse not be my friend anymore!!!! I don't have many friends outside of her and mitsuri chan if they aren't my friends anymore then who will be?!