I guess it was over huh? I guess I'm don't hiding my feelings and trying to mask them I guess I'm done trying to push my feelings away and say I'm not in love with anyone cause I am.....and he's sitting right next to me.
"You'll realize it one day that you love him Ena."
"Haha Ena the day you realize how you feel is the day you'll be happiest!"
"You haven't realized it yet Ena honey but you love him."
Hearing those three voices now it just made me smile even more cause they were right I never felt this type of high before the feeling of being in love it's such a surreal feeling the feeling that right was resonating inside my heart and starting to spread a feeling that my head was starting to understand it's a feeling that.....that I'm not afraid to hide anymore something that isn't so bad to feel and be ashamed of having I shouldn't push this away anymore cause I'm finally starting to understand that....
"I-I love you Tomioka Kun."
"You what?" Tomioka kun asked me in such a confused manner but all I did was chuckle at him it was at least expected from the density king but I felt nothing ill about cause I wasn't expecting anything from him....
But I'm still going to say I love him now and I'm going to say it with pride....
"I-I think I- Wait no....I know I love you tomioka kun."
"Oh." But him saying practically nothing made my heart drop to the ground I did expect him to say something else but all he did was say a sound then looked at the ground That's when I just sighed and started twirling my hair shyly cause that's all I could think of doing right now....
"I-I understand if you don't accept me or anything haha I even understand if you don't want to go on missions anymore cause it's too awkward I suppose I'm not expecting you to return anything back to me but I'm not lying when I said that I lo-."
"You love me?" Tomioka kun asked in a very different surprised tone which made my eyes widen myself he seemed rather shocked and in disbelief by my feelings but even I was for a split second before letting them settle in but I smiled at him looked him dead in the eyes and nodded.
"Y-Yeah I do haha I love you more than anything tomioka kun."
"Then I love you too."
"Wait what?" I definitely wasn't expecting him to say that and for a moment everything around us just stopped and I was in disbelief by what he just said I looked away from tomioka kun for a second felt my heart start beating faster and faster by the second then looked at him again to see him looking at his lap and his cheeks were blood shot red Wait he was blushing!!!!! But he said that he l-loved me with no emotion his face contradicted that though so I knew he was telling the truth....
"I like being with you and appreciate you being with me....and I l-love you that's what t-that means right?" Tomioka kun questioned his own feelings but questioned them to me and I nodded that's all I could do.....I was overwhelmed with emotions and my own happiness by this reality I was living right now that I even felt myself starting to cry but I couldn't wipe my tears away and definitely didn't let the smile fade away on my face.
"Y-Yes it does..."
"Then why are you crying?" As he said that I felt his hand go to my cheek and his thumb just wiped my tears away but he had a point why was I crying right now but I did know the answer.
"I'm crying cause you love me tomioka kun."
"I guess I could say I'm glad you love me."
"Yeah." I'm more Than glad he loves me I never thought in a million years he would give me back the feelings I gave him nor did I think he even thought about it but he did that and more and it made me so happy!
Every single second I spent with tomioka kun every moment we shared together and how they all happened and that feeling I felt in my heart it all makes sense now it's cause I loved him and I loved him so much he makes me happier than I ever could imagine and I don't see myself with anyone else.
I finally Yes finally found someone for me I found my knight in shinning armor and I was finally able to break through that mask tomioka kun had on and he finally let me in....
Yes he finally let me into his heart!
"Umm Ena." Tomioka kun suddenly said making me stop what I was doing and just look at him curiously but his demeanor made me appear to be extremely shy and eerie to whatever he was thinking he was even fidgeting a bit I just patiently waited for what he wanted but definitely listened closely. "C- can....can I kiss you?"
When he requested that one thing it made my eyes pop open and just looked at him in pure amazement that he asked me that I was shocked yes and I soon calmed down and felt my heart rate rising again but I did just put my hand over my heart to calm myself down and blushed till my cheeks turned plum red as I smile at tomioka kun making him look down at me as he waited for a answer.
"Y-Yes of course." For a split second I was scared I didn't want to do I wanted to turn him down and tell him to wait but I couldn't resist it I didn't want to ruin the moment either so as my smile fell I nodded to him and told him yes in which tomioka kun took it upon himself to just put his hand underneath my chin tilting my head up and then pressing his lips against mine the kiss didn't last long but it was a feeling I will never forget it made me feel so warm on the inside so calm so relaxed and liked I wanted more but the it stopped by tomioka kun pulling away and us both looking into each other's eyes I couldn't take mine off his blue orbs but I just smiled along with him and kissed him again feeling confidence soaring through me to do so and it was going to be a feeling I'll never forget and a feeling I know I am going to love forever.
"OH YES HOORAY IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!!!!" Oh I knew it I knew they were here.....and I looked up and behind me same with tomioka kun as we seen my brother and sister inside the trees snooping on us....so they planned this entire thing huh? My face flattened for a split second before I just looked back at tomioka kun and laughed I'm not even angry they just wanted to see me happy and I really am right now I thank them for helping me...and for everyone telling me and helping guide me to realize that I was in love with tomioka kun this entire time.
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Please Just Let me in (a Giyuu Tomioka love story.)
FanfictionFor as long as Ena knew him he would even look her way but there was always something about him that made her want to stay