Please Just Let me in (a Giyuu Tomioka love story.)

⚡️Life⚡️

Flashback to yesterday>>>

Me and tomioka kun we're walking back to headquarters to report from our mission we partook together but while walking I was limping slouching and had a huge crook in my back I think I took way more pain than tomioka kun but it's a good thing at least he's not hurt haha.

But I'm hurting more than I thought I would.

"Why is your back have a hunch it in?"

"It's probably swollen haha my legs hurt and I can hardly walk but it's fine I think the back pain is really getting to me." I said with a laugh while holding my back I think I'll be fine but I have to be careful and take things slow or I'll blow my back out completely!

But why did tomioka kun stop walking seeing that confused me and made me stop walking as well I blinked a few times to maybe stop the awkwardness but that definitely didn't work but was blown away when Tomioka kun just picked me up as if he was gonna give me a piggy back ride and started walking away from the place we were.

"I will carry you then."

"Y-you don't have to!!!!i-I'm heavy aren't I?!"

"Your surprisingly light." Oh wow that's supposed to make me feel so much better! My face flattened when he said that and mentally face palmed do I look big to him or something geez cause I can't be!!!!! I'm not that big or even chubby it's just my chest..... or so I don't think so. "I didn't mean it like that."

"I-it's fine I suppose I just took it the wrong way ha-." Oh my goodness wait.....I just realized this I was so close to tomioka kun right now literally my body was pressed up against his at this very moment feeling where his hands were and just how close to where they shouldn't be and realizing just how much of a gentlemen he was being towards me made me feel different it made me feel woozy and dizzy I soon started fading in and out of fall asleep before I just put a stupid smile on my face and passed out cause of what happened

End of flashback>>>>

"And that's all that happened shinobu I woke up not even ten minutes after and I don't even think he noticed."

"Oh wow! So he initiated the contact that's even better it means he's interested to but wow I can't believe you like him cause no one likes tomioka San!" My eyes widened when shinobu said that and I was upmost shocked especially at her ending phrase she sounded so sure and confident in what she said but I know it wasn't true.

"T-that can't be true!!!!! Why is that even a rumor?!"

"Did you heard about it Ena Chan?" Shinobu asked as she began to patch me up for the day and sadly I nodded.

"Partly But I don't get it you guys hardly know tomioka kun why would you hate a guy you don't know?"

"Pardon?"

"I'm just saying maybe you guys should try to get to know him before you cast him aside or say you hate him or whatever."

"And you know him any better than the other pillars do?"

"I think I know a little bit more than you guys do...." no I know I know a bit more than all the other pillars the reason of that being is cause I was with tomioka kun when we did the final selection and I know exactly why he acts the way he does now.....

Just remembering what happened to him made my face drop cause I felt really bad for him I never once lost a loved one in my life or a close friend but tomioka kun lost both....and I feel the upmost sympathy for him and I was there when he lost his best friend and not being able to do anything about cause at the time I didn't know how to use my breath of electricity properly it sucks it made me feel useless for a long time I just wish there was something I could do to fix it....

Even though I know I can't.

"Ena Chan? Is there something you'd like to share?" Shinobu asked me snapping me out of my thoughts and I just shook my head and chuckled trying to hide how I was previously feeling.

"It isn't my business to share it with you or with anyone shinobu I hope you understand.

"That is fair." I'm glad she did and I mentally sighed when she said that she's always so understanding by sometimes scary like really scary....

But I just got up from the medical bed I was laying in right now and rubbed my now cured back and smiled with glee now I can go home and that's exactly where I'll be going! "where are you going now Ena Chan?"

"Home I have to go back to my region before my home starts collecting dust."

"I totally forgot your a clean freak." My face flattened when she said that goodness it's not even severe but every single pillar is on my ass about it especially her! I'll just ignore she said that....

But it won't be forgotten

"I thank you so much for helping me and my back haha I'll see ya soon shinobu."

"Alright goodbye my friend I'll see ya!" Shinobu said happily as I waved her goodbye and started heading home hopefully I'll be there by sunset.

It was good to see shinobu but it's time I go on home now I have to get there quick to see if I got any letter from my family or anything and plus I need to clean my house if there is any ounce of dirt dust and grim in my house I will go insane yes I'm a clean freak and I like a clean home!

But while walking home I couldn't help but to think about what happened to tomioka kun during the final selection a lot happened during it and at the time I wasn't the same joyous girl as I am now I was timid didn't believe in myself at all and didn't even know my own craft at the time it was such a embarrassing time for me.