~❀ Hanahaki disease ❀~

{ ❃ Part 5 - Back To The Present ❃ }

i woke in the middle of the night, coughing heavily, my chest hurting, i trudged to the bathroom and ended up bursting out coughing again, but this time, to my surprise, i coughed up blood, i looked into my hand where the blood was and saw a petal fall. a flower petal.

"what the-" i started to speak, but felt faint, my chest hurting more than ever, and doubled over, hacking up blood and full flowers.

flowers???? what's going on???

i sat there, doubled over, coughing up more and more of these flowers, when i realised something.

flowers.

i've heard of this before..... "hanahaki disease"... i'm so freaking stupid...

i whipped my phone out of my pocket and typed furiously, trying to get as much information as i could. i read the first website i saw aloud and fear filled my heart as i learnt it's fatal.

i sprawled myself over the floor, not knowing what to do

this is all my fault..

i stayed there, thinking about kaito, me, my 'love' for him, how he treats me and how it's probably going to kill me now. i fell asleep on the bathroom floor, along with the blood and flower petals, thinking about him.

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i woke up to the feeling of dried blood on my face, the coldness of the bathroom floor and the softness of the flower petals resting on my arm. i rolled on to my back and checked my phone:

11:00AM

huh, didn't think i slept that long.. no school for me then..

i smiled slightly as i got up, shaking the rest of the flowers and petals of and walked to the sink to wash the dried blood off my face. i noticed that there was still a flower there, i tried to take it off but it wouldn't budge. it felt like it was growing from me. 

i remembered something from the website: 

"sometimes the flowers will not only appear in the lungs and mouth, but over the paitent's body as well.."

i looked at my face in disbelief at the flower that grew there, this was really happening.