You're Not Alone ( y / n )

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Word Count: 1,322
Reading Length: approximately 5m & 17s

NOTICE! Hey guys, today was another bad day for me and I did say I was gonna release another chapter today so I give you this! I'm sorry about the length and I'm not happy with it myself. But hopefully you still enjoy it~

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I left my room and looked down the hallway  after the long attempt of going to sleep, I normally had no problems with sleeping but I knew something was keeping me up tonight but I had no idea what. My eyes focused on the stairs as I approached them, the silent and dark hallway felt comforting as I was passed all the rooms of other CPs.

My mind was not letting me relax and it was irritating the hell outta me, normally people would expect me not being able to sleep because of my unblinking eyes but luckily I have remedies slender gets me and an eye mask I use for getting to sleep. Also before anyone asks, yes I am too dumb to get remedies for myself and yes, I do regret not having my damn eye lids, my eyes are so annoying to maintain manually.

I mentally cuss myself before heading down the stairs and into another hallway, I think I'll just stay up all night. No point in forcing myself to sleep and then having myself wake up late tomorrow, sighing loudly I go into the kitchen.

But before I could decide what I wanted to eat I started to hear faint crying? My ears lifted up slightly as I focused on the noise, it was coming from outside. My chest suddenly felt really heavy and my head started to hurt, what the hell is going on with me?

My curiosity got the better of me as I left the kitchen and headed for the back door that lead out to the mansions garden, the garden wasn't well maintained as nobody really cared for gardening here and the flowers that we did have just grew on their own.

Stepping out into the garden, I see a feminine figure sitting on one of the benches, I hesitantly walked too them. As I got closer I recognised who it was, it was ( y / n ).

"Hey" I quietly spoke out to her, she jumped up from her seat and wiped her eyes frantically.

"Jeff! Hey! I uhh didn't see ya coming" she put on a big fake grin as she crossed her arms, I could still noticeably see her eyes watering up.

"Jeez, sit down and stop pretending" I simply stated as I sat on the bench, she followed me down too.

"I- Uhh, theres nothing" she spoke sadly, her eyes seemed like they have been crying for hours, it made me feel weird.

"Look idiot, you're my partner. I deserve to know what's wrong" I sighed out heavily trying to pry her to open up to me.

She's been acting weird for weeks now but I just never noticed that much, I mean I've noticed the change but I didn't know how she was feeling until now. It made me pretty annoyed and pissed at myself, how could I have let this happen? She's been right by my side the whole time and I never knew she was crying like this?

I sat next to her in silence, but soon enough she stared crying again but this time I made sure she had a shoulder to cry on.

"You better get better quick, okay?" I whispered softly to her, she let out a small giggle in response.

"It's nothing, I've just been feeling pretty depressed lately. It'll pass though" she shared.

"Well, nobody would've guessed. You're very chirpy and happy when you're with me and everyone else"

"Yeahh, I know. I am happy when I'm with you guys but I don't know- I just get sad when I'm alone" she took my hand and held it, she seemed pretty relieved.

I turned my head back too look at her, she smiled back at me and we rested our foreheads together, it felt really nice.

"Thanks for hearing me out, I didn't share much but- just, thanks" she continued to smile as she leaned into me, giving me a small hug. I sighed and wrapped my arms around her in response, I didn't really get an answer to why she's been feeling sad but I felt better knowing I was here for her this time.

"You're not alone ( y / n )"
"I get like this too, I don't like people knowing about it also but I want you to know and I want you to tell me whenever you feel bad.. okay?" I didn't know what to say but I think I said it right?

"Thank you" she replied with a giggle again too.

It was probably passed midnight now, the sky was almost pitch black and it was terribly cold outside. I got up from the bench and pulled her with me back into the mansion, I didn't want her to be alone tonight but I don't think she'd want to stay with me.

"I Uhh, guess this is goodnight?" I looked down at her, she frowned.

"Um, Jeff?" She grabbed my arm tightly

"Yeah?"

"I don't want to be alone anymore, could I stay with you? Please?" She looks away with a small red tint on her cheeks, I smiled at the sight.

"Definitely" I finally managed to say as we walked up the stairs and into my room. She's been in my room before but never to stay over, I felt pretty happy with myself for a change.

We both sat on my bed kinda awkwardly, I didn't know what to do so I just plopped myself down and rested my legs over hers. She laughed at my action.

"Wow thanks" she said as she copied my movements and laid down beside me, I couldn't understand why I felt so happy right now and why I was feeling so nervous, I just hoped I cheered her up.

"You going to sleep?" She asks

"Only if you are" I replied, she looked away from me again and went under my covers, I did the same after her.

"Umm, goodnight?" She says awkwardly and laughed slightly, I just thought that was cute.

"Haha, Yeah goodnight weirdo" I mocked as I turned my body on its side to face her, she smiles at me before turning away. I guess I should hug her? So I let my hand feel her hip and down the side of her belly, she fidgeted slightly in response. I then pulled her into me so her back made contact with my chest and stomach, I quickly took off my hoodie and socks, ( y / n ) did the same.

"Do you like that?" I say as I placed my arm around her hip and my chest against her back again, she nodded.

I then without thinking kissed her ear, I quickly moved my face back in embarrassment. it was just a friendly gesture.... rightttt?

I thought ( y / n ) would've said something about it but she didn't react to it at all, maybe she just went to sleep? I sighed as I thought to myself.

Hugging her I reached over and grabbed my sleeping mask, she had her eyes closed and she was breathing peacefully. I really loved spending time with her and when she became my partner I was pretty stoked but I obviously didn't show it-

She was wearing what looked like a sports bra that was underneath her top she was wearing, I didn't wanna be a perv or anything so I just continued to snuggle into her, she was much warmer than me which was nice to feel.

My face felt like it was getting pretty hot, but I didn't want to move away from her.

'Jeez what the hell is wrong with me?' I thought as I went to focus on going to sleep, although again I didn't want to force but ( y / n )'s here now.

My breath went slower and slower as I peacefully went off into my slumber and dreamed about me and ( y / n ) going on a cute date in the forest.

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