Baby don't like it {Markhyuck}

Chapter 5 : No longer

P.O.V : Donghyuck

Sad?
Broken ?
Devastated?

A combination of these words?
Nah , maybe something stronger can describe my feelings.

After all of these years , i can't believe he broke up with me ? Over a text?

Do i mean nothing to him ?

But what hurt me the most is Jaemin's reaction.
He didn't seem to care , he kept sending me memes and talked to me about random things as if nothing happened .
Well i guess i mean nothing for the both of them.

I was now standing on stage waiting for the concert to be over just to go to my hotel room and cry my heart out again.
Don't get me wrong , I love nctzens with my everything , and they're the reason i'm feeling better right now , but i'm so tired of acting as if everything is okay ,  i'm so tired of faking a smile every time Jungwoo makes my Hyungs laugh , i'm tired of acting interested at those boring  interviews that asks the same goddamn questions every single time .
I'm awfully sad and tired of being Heachan , I just want to be Donghyuck and cry my heart out in Mark's arms .

We we're now bowing to the crowd , and seconds later we headed out of the stage along with the crowd's screaming.
I really tried my best to enjoy the stay here in Dallas but I can't get Jeno out of mind .
Is it this hard to move on?

-Hyuck you did well !
It was Taeyong Hyung , what did I do to deserve him ?
He always makes sure that I am okay, and he always find an occasion to compliment me .
-Thank you Hyung .

-He is right i'm so proud of you !
Added Mark while giving me a quick hug .

-Well all I did was being Heachan .
I replied and hugged him back .
Well Heachan can not show that he is hurt and that he is sad. Heachan is a strong ,confident and a savage person that brightens people's day with his smile .

And Donghyuck is far from being like that.
Donghyuck is sensible , insecure and has a weak a heart .
And Mark knows that more than anybody else and i'm so thankful for that .
Because he is the only one who treats Donghyuck and Heachan in different ways .
He is so careless with Heachan yet so caring with Donghyuck.
He is so mean to Heachan yet so kind to Donghyuck .
People might think that i'm the one who approached Mark first . But let me tell you that's the story Sm created.
I was so shy around the members at the trainee days , Mark was the one who talked to me first and made me confortable around the hyungs.
Mark also introduced me to the dreamies , and he was the one who introduced Jeno to me. He even asked me to lower my speech to him but because of that I had a fight with Jeno .

-Hyuck you're not coming ?
Asked Johnny hyung .

-Yeah I'm sorry i was just ..
thinking .
I replied while walking towards our bus.

I sat at my usual place , and as i was about to connect my airpods Mark took a seat next to me.

-Hey sunshine .

-Mark , what are you doing here?

I'm not being rude he never sits here he tend to sleep at the backseat with his headphones on.

-Well i'm a little bit tired but i'm fine though how about you?

He replied sassily while faking an annoyed expression .
His attitude made me laugh, he looked very funny , Mark being sassy is a rare thing and I live for that.
Wait what ?
What did I just say?
I might be out of my mind?
This must be the nerve calming medicine i took before our stage .
Yeah it's definitely a side effect.
And suddenly i felt a flashlight and heard a phone click . When I turned to face Mark again , i saw him holding his phone.
And that triggered my curiosity because he rarely takes pictures with that android of his.