P.O.V : Donghyuck
Sad?
Broken ?
Devastated?A combination of these words?
Nah , maybe something stronger can describe my feelings.After all of these years , i can't believe he broke up with me ? Over a text?
Do i mean nothing to him ?
But what hurt me the most is Jaemin's reaction.
He didn't seem to care , he kept sending me memes and talked to me about random things as if nothing happened .
Well i guess i mean nothing for the both of them.I was now standing on stage waiting for the concert to be over just to go to my hotel room and cry my heart out again.
Don't get me wrong , I love nctzens with my everything , and they're the reason i'm feeling better right now , but i'm so tired of acting as if everything is okay , i'm so tired of faking a smile every time Jungwoo makes my Hyungs laugh , i'm tired of acting interested at those boring interviews that asks the same goddamn questions every single time .
I'm awfully sad and tired of being Heachan , I just want to be Donghyuck and cry my heart out in Mark's arms .We we're now bowing to the crowd , and seconds later we headed out of the stage along with the crowd's screaming.
I really tried my best to enjoy the stay here in Dallas but I can't get Jeno out of mind .
Is it this hard to move on?-Hyuck you did well !
It was Taeyong Hyung , what did I do to deserve him ?
He always makes sure that I am okay, and he always find an occasion to compliment me .
-Thank you Hyung .-He is right i'm so proud of you !
Added Mark while giving me a quick hug .-Well all I did was being Heachan .
I replied and hugged him back .
Well Heachan can not show that he is hurt and that he is sad. Heachan is a strong ,confident and a savage person that brightens people's day with his smile .And Donghyuck is far from being like that.
Donghyuck is sensible , insecure and has a weak a heart .
And Mark knows that more than anybody else and i'm so thankful for that .
Because he is the only one who treats Donghyuck and Heachan in different ways .
He is so careless with Heachan yet so caring with Donghyuck.
He is so mean to Heachan yet so kind to Donghyuck .
People might think that i'm the one who approached Mark first . But let me tell you that's the story Sm created.
I was so shy around the members at the trainee days , Mark was the one who talked to me first and made me confortable around the hyungs.
Mark also introduced me to the dreamies , and he was the one who introduced Jeno to me. He even asked me to lower my speech to him but because of that I had a fight with Jeno .-Hyuck you're not coming ?
Asked Johnny hyung .-Yeah I'm sorry i was just ..
thinking .
I replied while walking towards our bus.I sat at my usual place , and as i was about to connect my airpods Mark took a seat next to me.
-Hey sunshine .
-Mark , what are you doing here?
I'm not being rude he never sits here he tend to sleep at the backseat with his headphones on.
-Well i'm a little bit tired but i'm fine though how about you?
He replied sassily while faking an annoyed expression .
His attitude made me laugh, he looked very funny , Mark being sassy is a rare thing and I live for that.
Wait what ?
What did I just say?
I might be out of my mind?
This must be the nerve calming medicine i took before our stage .
Yeah it's definitely a side effect.
And suddenly i felt a flashlight and heard a phone click . When I turned to face Mark again , i saw him holding his phone.
And that triggered my curiosity because he rarely takes pictures with that android of his.
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