Baby don't like it {Markhyuck}

Chapter 7: Good thing

Time to explain Jeno's part .

P.O.V : Jeno

These performances are crazy , the 127 guys are surely amazing .
Especially my ex..
He looked incredible in all these illegal outfits , and his breathtaking make up .
I can say that lee donghyuck rocked all the looks any stylist could come up with.
I really miss him .
But i thought that it was for the better , because I realized that i was more physically attracted to him than being in love with him.
Don't get me wrong , i loved him i really did before he even confessed to me . However , later on those feeling were dedicated to someone else , i wanted to break up with him long ago but i couldn't imagine seeing him in a broken state because he really means a lot to me .
But i'm so thankful that he is doing well , i always call Doyoung hyung to check on him.
And he always says that his mental health is improving all thanks to Mark.
I've never been this thankful to that asshole .

I carried on watching 127's concerts until i heard a knock on my door.

-Jeno can we talk?
My heart is beating so fast right now , his serious voice is making me feel all sort of things .

-Yeah sure.

He entered the room and locked the door behind him and made his way to my bed .
He sat down and then he ...
Slapped me?

-Well hello to you too Jaemin .

-You don't even deserve a hello for what you did to Hyuckie . I can't believe that you broke up with him over text . When i talked to him over the phone he wasn't his usual self , he wasn't sassy nor cheerful . What did you to our sunshine Jeno? Only God knows how many time he cried over you .

Well he wasn't wrong , it was my fault and i deserve to be beaten .
Hyuck is such a sensible soul , but he should get over me . I bet that piece of Canadian shit is trying to make him fall for him.

-Jaemin i know it was my fault , but I just don't love him anymore .

I love you ..

-What? Don't tell me you cheated on him Jeno ?

- No Jaemin i didn't , but i love someone else .

-How long has this been going ?

-I don't know for a year maybe?

-Jeno do you realize that you were a complete asshole ? A fucking year? Jeno i'm so disappointed . But i really hope that Heachan will fall for Mark because i know that Mark will love Lee Donghyuck until his last breath unlike some ungrateful brats .
He shouted while getting up .

-Jaem wait .
I stopped him by holding his wrist and making him sit on my lap .

-Jaemin can't you please understand me? Don't you think that he is not the only one who is having a hard time . I tried breaking up with him several times . But whenever i saw his smile i just couldn't do so because i know Donghyuck really well and i know he wouldn't move on that easily . So i forced myself in that relationship . But now he is in the US , even if i break up with him, Mark is there , Taeil and Taeyong are there too. And most importantly he would't see me everyday so he'll be able to move on .

I explained softly .

-You have a point , but don't you think that it is a little unfair for him? It's his first tour , didn't you see the pain in his eyes when he perform?

-Jaemin i saw it all , but i know that Mark is going to make him feel better .

-And what about you ? And the person you love? Does he know?

How could I tell you that i love you when you weren't talking to me ?

-No he doesn't .

I said while grabbing his waist and leaning towards his face .

- You should tell him , he is sure lucky you even broke up with the sun for him.
I can see the disappointed expression on his face .

Well i'am the lucky one to have you in my life.

-Jaemin ah ..
I
Love
You.

And without waiting for his reply i crashed my lips into his .
It had been so long since i've wanted to do this .
He quickly kissed me back as he put his gentle hands around my neck .
It was an amazing feeling , i felt butterflies all over my stomach and shivers were running through my entire body .
I've always dreamed about this moment and thought it would be magical and it truly was.
We finally got off each other , and stared at one another intensely while breathing heavily .

-Jeno i love you too so freaking much , and i have waited for this moment for so long but i can't do this to Hyuck . He is an angel Jeno we can't be doing this to him.

-You're right , let's wait for him to date Mark first .

-What if he doesn't ? He still loves you Jeno.

-He will don't worry , deep inside we all knew that he had a thing for Mark let's just wait for him to comeback to Korea first.
But what i'm extremely sure of is that our break up was a good thing .
I reassured while playing with his hair.

-Yeah you're right.

And after this conversation , we laid on my bed with my hands around Jaemin's waist .
After a few cuddles we started falling asleep in each other's arms.
It would have been better if Renjun was here too..