Baby don't like it {Markhyuck}

Chapter 9: Fool

P.o.v : Donghyuck

We just got back to the hotel we were staying at in chicago , Mark and Doyoung stayed over at Johnny's house  .
I was alone at my hotel room staring at my broken phone , and i'm so thankful that it's still working and i hope that it will stay as it is until the tour is over .
And as much as i love being on stage i just want this tour to be over .
A lot of things are happening and i don't think that i will be able to keep up with all this stress and thank god i'm only promoting with one unit .
And i really don't want to be with the dreamies right now .
Don't get me wrong i love them , with my everything , they're my friends , my soulmates but i'm not ready to act as if everything is okay between us in front of cameras when it's not .
Maybe i'm over Jeno not totally but i made huge progress however Jaemin's betrayal was unexpected . Jaemin is my closest friend beside Mark , he was the one who understood me the most , the one who relates to all of the things that happened to me .
I get it he had feelings for Jeno and that's totally understandable , however that doesn't explain the fact that he is  dating him right after we broke up .
And it broke my heart aga...

It's a love shot ..

My thoughts were interrupted with my ringtone .
Who the hell is calling me in the middle of the night ?!

Dream Manager ?

-Hello?
-Heachan how are you?
-I'm fine how about you?
-I'm good , sorry for waking you up but I'm just informing you that nct dream is having a comeback in 2 months .

-I'm what? I'm sorry for being rude but that's impossible ! When will I learn the choreography and the lyrics of the songs . From what I remember I'm on a tour .

-Heachan , we can't do anything about it , this is your last NCT dream comeback    .

-Yeah but it's quite hard for me to keep up with all of this !

-  Don't  worry Hyuck I know you're fully capable I trust you abilities  you never disappoint me . And by the way someone  wants to talk to you I'll give him the phone right now .

-Okay I'm waiting .

-Hyuck hello .

-Jaemin ??
What do you want ?

-Hyuck please let me explain myself .

-Jaemin , everything is clear there is no need of further explanation .

- Listen Lee Donghyuck , you're one of my closest friends , and you mean the world to me . And i really didn't want you to know about jeno and I like this .

-Jeno and you? Was he cheating on me all along ? Was i just a game for him?
Jaemin i fucking trusted you you can't be doing this to me right now .

- Hyuck .

-Don't fucking call me Hyuck !
I screamed and threw the first thing that i saw across the room , this was really getting on my nerves .

-Hyuck what is going on ? We heard your shout from our room , is there anything that is bothering you? You can talk to me right?

That was taeil hyung who was checking on me while knocking the door.

-Jaemin I don't wanna talk to you right now!
Taeil hyung don't worry about me i'm just playing games .
I can't believe i'm lying to my favorite hyung .
And this is lee Jeno's fault !

-Listen I know you're mad at me but I swear to God that he didn't cheat on you! We thought that you moved on and that Mark and you are secretly dating .

-Are you fucking serious ? Jaemin you know me more than anybody else , you know how much I've loved Jeno , i can't move on this easily !

-But you can't deny the fact of starting to have feelings for Mark .
- I can't believe that you're changing the topic of this conversation Jaemin. You know what? I'm a fool because i trusted you . But ..

Congratulation ! Have a nice life , this will be our last comeback together anyways and after that i'll forget about the existence of both of you ! Goodbye Jaemin.

I screamed while trying not to cry my heart out .
The dreamies mean everything to me and saying those harsh words is killing me .
But i know it's the right thing to do .

-Hyuckie are you okay?
I looked up and saw Taeil taking a seat next to me .

-Taeil hyung , what are you doing here?

-I didn't mean to listen to your conversation but I hate seeing you in this state, Johnny gave me his hotel room card just in case something happens and i guess that's what he meant .

-Hyung It hurts so much.

He immediately opened his arms for me , and quickly embraced me .
It didn't take long for me to become a sobbing mess but he was there for me and he patted my back so that I can calm down but eventually I kept remembering the betrayal of my friend , and the tears kept on falling .

-Hyuck , I don't know what happened exactly but I think that you should give him a chance so that he can explain himself . Jaemin is a very caring person and I don't think that he will be able to do something that can hurt somebody else especially you.

- Hyung , I also can't believe what happened but I've heard everything and I don't think that listening to him will change anything.

- But didn't you move on ? Aren't you and Mark a thing?

-Why does everyone thinks that Mark and I are dating?

-I really thought that you were a thing because of the closeness especially earlier on at Johnny's, I'm sorry for saying this but you acted like a jealous girlfriend! And i was not the only one who thought so , even Jungwoo noticed .

- Sorry if I was careless ,I just didn't know what I was feeling . I just suddenly felt angry about them being so close and touchy . This is a new feeling , I've always supported Mark's friendships with other members but it is different now.
I..
I just don't know what to do about it .
Do i...?
No.. impossible .

- I guess you understood on your own Heachan ah .
You have feelings for Mark admit it or not .
But your acts says otherwise , as well as your heartbeat right?
How does he know about my heartbeat ?

-How..

-I've known you for years , whenever your heartbeat increases you become as red as a tomato .
He stated while interrupting me .

This statement reminded me of every time my heartbeat increased when he was close to me, when he translated every single English , sentence while whispering in my ear at concerts , when he held my waist every time I was about to fall, or when we nearly kissed at the bus .
Maybe he's right ,maybe I have feelings for him but is moving on this quickly something good?
Does a three years relationship mean nothing in front of my new feelings ?

That's for me to figure out .

-Thank you so much Taeil hyung for ...

Before finishing my sentence I was too preoccupied with my thoughts that I didn't notice that he left .