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Chapter 4

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Violets P.O.V
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Dream
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"Michael don't leave me please I can't loose you!!"
"You never had me I just dated you because the real person I wanted isn't here to be with me sorry love but what ever you thought we had was fake not real so get over it."
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Middle of the night
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I woke up with tears streaming down my cheeks and my breaths coming out in puffs.
"It was just a dream I'm ok I'm fine."
I said to my self quietly as I got out of bed and walked over to my dresser that had my mirror attached to it.Why would you even think like that you guys aren't dating and how could a perfect person like him fall for someone as ugly as me.I opened up the top drawer to my dresser and grabbed out a small wallet.I opened it up and grappled out the small peace of silver and tool one last look in the mirror as I removed my bracelets and look at the scars that are now in plain sight.Without a second thought I dug the piece of silver into my wrist so deep I had to us my finger nails to get it out.I watched as blood slowly pooled up in the cut and over flowed down my arm and onto the dresser.
"Boo!"
"Ahhh what the hell Michael how did you get in here!"I say as I hide my wrist and walk towards the bathroom.
"You are my neighbor and that right there is my window and that tree my dear is how I will come in and out of your room whenever I please." He had a smirk on his lips and started to walk closer to me.Right when I turned around to go to the bathroom and you know clean the blood he grabbed both my wrist and pulled me into his chest.
"What the..."Michael said as I pulled my currently bleeding hand out of his grasp."What is on your hand?"He asked as he let me go and turned on my room light.He looked at his hand and saw the little bit of blood that my wrist let behind then at me."Michael it's not what it looks..."
"Did I hurt you OMG violet I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you!"
"What no hey come down you didn't do that I got scratched earlier and the cut reopened." I said hoping he will just drop it but of course not."What is that"he asked pointing over to my dresser where the couple drops of blood and the fully covered blood blade lies. "It's nothing Mikey you should go my parents are home and so is Ash."
"This is not nothing let me see your wrist now!"
"Mikey please don't do this just go."
"Just go why so you can hurt your self
more not happening I am staying here all night and every night just to make sure you don't ever do that again got me?" Instead of arguing I showed him my cuts and cried a silent sob.
"I'm sorry I had a ruff night and...I...um...Err I was thinking about you and why you kissed me."After I finished me some what of a speech he put his finger under my chin and lifted it up till I was looking into his gorgeous eyes."What about me kissing you would ever make you do that was it that bad?" He added his beautiful boyish laugh and I said the only thing I was thinking about (I swear when I'm around him my emotions go haywire)"you are gorgeous."
After about 2 awful seconds I realized what I just said and quickly blushed."I um I don't know what just uh happened there I got lost I'm the moment I'm so sorry that was wrong and I'm a freak and I just get it if u don't ever talk to me aga..." before I could finish my sentence he kissed me again but this time it was like sparks where flying.Our lips moved in sync he licked my lower lip and I felt his hands slide down my back to right under my butt and a moan escaped my mouth right when I went to give him what he wanted and open my mouth ash walks in.