Him

Chapter 11

I ran down the stairs and into the kitchen. When I looked at the counter I saw a note it said hey flower I'm at work I'll most likely be working late call me if you need me. Ugh again with the flower stuff I'm going to kill her one of these days I swear. I walked over to the fridge and pulled out 2 waters, and a bag of popcorn which was beside the fridge by the way. When I made it back up stair I bumped into someone. "Michaela what are you doing here!" I whisper yell.
"I'm with Ashton."
"Did you to bang?" I questioned even though I don't want to know I mean that's just ew.
"Yeah after our heart to heart were dating."
"Awe but ew ew ew ew I'm going to my room bye" she waved and continued down the stairs.

"Mikey did you pick a movie" I said until I looked and saw him no were. "Mikey were are yo-"
"Boo" he screamed in my ear loudly and caught my waste in his hands.
"You asshole prick douche bag fucker dick sucker god you scared the shit out of me." I didn't mean to let all those swears come out but they did oops.

"Adhsmgksmvlkjs" Mikey was laughing so hard that it came out sounding more like that. "Shut up ass"
"Awe babe I didn't mean to make fun of you"
"Well you did and I'm mad at you now so you can sit away from me" I crossed my arms over my chest and sat in the corner of my bed looking at the movie that he had picked. "Babeee don't do thisss come cuddle with me" he said moving closer.
"Stop calling me babe Clifford we aren't dating remember" I said sticking out my tongue and moving farther away from him. "would you like to be my girlfriend Violet" he asked me smiling over at me. "Hmm nope" I said popping the "p". "I know how to change your mind" he crawled closer to me and grabbed my ankles and slid up my shirt reviling a little bit of my bare skin. "Mikey what are you doing let me up."

Right when I finished that sentence he placed his lips to that skin and blew down tickling me and making me wiggle all over the place. "ok ok yes yes I want to be your girlfriend."
"Not good enough." he said as he started doing the same thing to me neck he was doing to my stomach.
"Tell me I'm the best in the world and that you love me."
"You are the best Michael Clifford and I love you." But what he didn't know is that I ment it. God I love you Michael so much.

After a little while of watching movies we decided to go our separate ways.
"Bye Violet I'll text you." Michael said leaning in to kiss me. The kiss wasn't long but it still had electricity shooting up my spine. "bye Mikey" I said with my forehead rested on his.
"I changed my mind I want to stay with you."
"Mikey go home I have things to do today and so do you." I pushed him towards the door. He looked up at me and kissed me one more time before swinging back over to his room.

"Ashton I'm going to the mall I'll be back later." 'Not that you will even notice I'm gone' I mumbled under my breath as I closed the front door behind me.

Pulling out my keys I unlock the doors to my suv and step inside. "Brr it's cold as fuck." I say quietly to myself as I turn on the heat to my car.

"Violet" I hear a familiar voice call me from the food court at the mall. I look back to see Luke and Calum smiling like idiots and walking towards me. "Hey guys um what's up."
"Not much where's Michael he said you guys where hanging out today?"
"Um he's... actually I have no idea I'm here to shop and he went home earlier."
"Oh well we should hang out i know things are kind of erm what's the word awkward between us but I really miss you." Calum said pulling me into a hug. "Um well cal I got to go but you can hang out with Violet I'm going to see tabby but yeah bye." Luke says leaving me and Calum standing alone.
"Well I'm going home but I mean you can come over we could hang out." I say stuttering like crazy. I'm not sure why but I always get this feeling around Calum I just can't ignore.
"Yeah yeah I'll come over." He replied blushing a bit but dropping his head and pulling me towards the exit before I really noticed.
"Calum let go of my arm you don't even know where my car is you idiot." I say laughing very loud at the end of my sentence that I screamed out loud as he pulled me into the parking lot of the mall.
"Yes I do you always park in the same spot always."

Mikey's pov
"Yes I do you always park in the same spot always." Calum yelled to my girlfriend holding my girlfriends hand and pulling my girlfriend to her car. Did I mention that she's my girlfriend? I know I'm acting like a jealous person but I mean I worked hard to get Violet in my life and I know Calum likes her I mean he took her to the party with intentions to get with her. Maybe I should just leave. Just go home and relax and me and Violet can talk about this later.

After a couple seconds of arguing with my self I finally decided to just go home and relax.

When I walked through the door Michaela was sitting on the couch with tears in her eyes. "hey what's wrong" I asked coming closer to her and sitting down beside her. "um well I have to go back to London for a month or so the need to reevaluate me I guess."
"What?" We just got her back not even 1 week ago and they already want her back this can't be happening not now not yet. "I just called them and asked if they could transfer my case down here but they said they don't think they can they want to check me themselves."
"Well wait just send them pictures of your wrists here I'll do it."

I tried to pull her wrist into my lap but she pulled down her sleeve and said that she could do it. "what aren't you telling me Michaela"
"What do you mea-"
"Save it pull your shirt up now"
"Mikey please don't do this"
I grabbed her arm forceful and pulled up her sleeve to reveal 6 or so fresh cuts.
"Mikey I'm sorry"
"No don't do that don't act sad because you don't have a right to be you promised me you are a fucking liar." Tears rolled down my cheek and I stood off the couch and backed away shaking my head. "don't leave me please I'm sorry." She stepped closer to me crying as well. "no get away from me you did this to your self ok so just go go back to London that's why your doing this isn't it so you can go back there or so you can die because honestly I don't know how to help you God damn it you are my twin we used to be able to talk about everything but then you changed you shut me out instead of me being your therapy the thing that helped you with your problems you did that God awful thing I can't do it anymore you know that's my biggest fear and you want it to come true don't you I just you just you want me to break is that it you like to see me hurt because guess what I'm hurt." My body breaks out into sobs. I hate this being so sappy and crying all the time im a guy I need to man up but I can't take this anymore.

I'm so scared to loose her my sister my other half but that's what she wants. She wants to die to leave the world to leave me. I know I'm being selfish by not asking her why she did this but right now I don't care she broke her promise. I walk up the stairs and into my room. The door slams behind me as I plop onto me bed and roll over to sleep. This has been the hardest week of my life and I need to sleep just sleep.