I fucking hate you. I fucking hate you for making me love you. I should have never fallen for you. All you do is hurt me and play with my emotions and fuck with my head. That's all you will ever do with me. You leave me, then come back to me just to repeat the cycle. You know I can't resist you, you are the only one I will go back to. And you know that goddamn fact all too well. You say you love me, but hide the fact your heart belongs to someone else. ITS NOT FUCKING FAIR!!! Why do you have to keep putting me through this pain????? Every time I'm almost over you, you come back and all these emotions I have had for you come flooding back in just for you to break me again.... then again, I should know better right? I should know you would keep doing this. Love makes us blind. But not you. You have 20/20 vision just seeking for another heart to break. You told me that I should think on if I love you or not. Believe me, I've thought about it through and through trying to make myself hate you... but oh god I loved you. I will always no matter how much I try to convince myself that I hate you. You once said you loved me, and for a while it was true, accidents happen right? And loving me was an accident. I'm not capable of being loved. You've proven that to me. I've tried to fuck around and be with someone a lot of times, but in the end, it never worked. They only saw me as a friend or a whore. I'm now classified and the town whore. Just because of one mistake that I made. That shit stays with you. I have loved you and still love you and always will love you. You will always have all the broken pieces of my heart in your hand. That shit stays. And what's worse? This is barely a portion of how I feel.
