My mental health diary

6.

After being cheated on, i needed alcohol. I needed to forget about what he did to me.

Me and my friends started to drink. And this girl was more drunk than the rest of us. She ran off. In the middle of town. But we didn't go look for her. We didn't.

I chose not to. I said i couldn't be bothered.

She got sexually assaulted.

Its all my fault. If i'd just been bothered she would've been okay.
We could've stopped it.
It's my fucking fault.