High highs to Low lows

Love song 💚

Lisa

My breakfast finished, I decide to go to the restroom, I can't see this disgusting scene anymore.

- I'll see you at the dance class? Asked Jimin.

- Yeah, see you.

I fake a smile but I know he can't be fooled with that.

Arrived in front of the mirror in the restroom, I look at myself...

- Why are you so pathetic like that?

Sometimes I would like to be Jisoo... I know shouldn't say things like that but it really kills me sometimes...

Still in my thoughts, I was surprised by the sound of the door locking, I turned my head and saw Jungkook.

I couldn't do or say anything, he already pushed me against the wall, his forehead against mine.

- What do you think you're doing?

- I am living my best life, and you Jungkook? What do you think you're doing?

He stared at me for seconds before kissing me passionately. His hands in my waist, he began to kiss and suck my neck.

- You're crazy... He said before biting my earlobe, I moaned.

- Said the guy who's in love with me and Jisoo, you're acting like a bipolar...

- Who said I was in love with you? He said before kissing me roughly.

Ouch... That hurt me so bad, but I can't show him my weak part. Only Jimin knows this version of me and that will not change.

I slapped his face and I kicked his balls, not enough for him to fall on the ground but enough for him to step back.

- What the fuck Lalisa??! He groaned.

Okay, that was sexy, but I am still angry right now so Jungkook...

- Suck on my balls.

And I ran outside, forcing myself to not cry, I got enough pride to cry only when I am alone or with Jimin.

Entering the art classroom, I saw the table of Jisoo, Chaeyoung and... Jennie? I went to the table.

- I didn't know you would take art classes haha!

I told her happily but she rolled her eyes at me.

Okay.... I was going to talk to Chaeyoung when I saw "Rhythm And Poetry" on Jennie's book.

- You took rhythm and poetry too? I am so happy, I am not alone ! What else did you take?

- Hum... singing... she seemed to hesitate.

- Woah! We c-

- Quiet ! The professor spoke. For the end of this year, I need a song with the theme of "Love", I know... That's really original, you need to do groups like always, now go to work.

- Do you want to be in our group? Asked Chaeyoung to Jennie.

- Yeah...

There is so many subjects on art classes and we got to choose only two of them, singing and rap are together in this class.

Me personally, I took rap and dance, Chaeyoung choose dance like me with singing and Jisoo took rap and singing last year but decided to finally abandon the rap for this year. Each year, we produce our own songs for finally putting it on an album of the university and usually the albums sold out very fast. This is also one of the reasons why we are popular, even in Seoul.

Last year the theme was "summer hit song", so with Jisoo and Chaeyoung, we've presented our song "Boombayah", Jimin's group produced the song "Fire", Tzuyu's group produced "cheer up" and with Bambam's group's "hard carry", Irene's group's "ice cream cake" and Kai's group's "power", we've done our best sell album so far.

- I got a lot of texts in my notebook, there is probably something about love that I wrote... Said Jisoo while looking at her notebook.

- We got to define our theme first, there is so many different love songs, we got to be more precise. Said Jennie.

I was a little surprised, I thought she wouldn't talk during the entire class, but she seems to take this seriously after all.

- What about love being dangerous... like fire? Proposed Chaeyoung.

- I'll write all the ideas. Said Jisoo

- Maybe a breakup song? Like I don't need you anymore and I am shining on my own? Said Jennie.

- Or a more sassy song, you fucked up so now don't come at me anymore because you had your chance. I said.

- I got also an idea a little more classic, just a simple love song where I ask how much he loves me, how can he proves that he really loves me. Said Jisoo.

We talked during all the class and finally even if we still don't know about the theme, Jennie seemed to open herself more with us, maybe we will be friends?

The day passed pretty fast, I am in my bed right now, talking with Tzuyu.

- What did you take for your love song theme? I asked.

She sighed.

- I don't know, Sana began to ask an existential question like "what is love?" or some shit like that... we still don't know, and you?

- We don't know either, but we definitely want to do a sassy or dark theme.

- Sounds great, by the way, I saw you and Jungkook exiting the same restroom, just so you know.

- Yeah... don't tell this to anyone please.

I know that Jungkook is really popular, the girls are already jealous of me for being friend with him so if they found out that I was with Jungkook in the university's restroom, I am kinda dead. But there is something that I want to know now that she brought the conversation up.

- Do you like Jungkook?

- Of course. She said. I love him, I know Jungkook since primary school, how can I not like him?

- Oh.

I mean of course she would say that, we're talking about Jeon Jungkook...

- Oh! You mean, liking him?

She started to laugh hard, what is her problem?

- Oh my god! Are you fucking serious? She continued to laugh like I told her the best joke that she ever heard. Am I talking to Lalisa Manoban, the biggest gossip that I ever know, and she doesn't know that I am lesbian?

Oh... That's embarrassing right now...

- Ah... I didn't know, I'm sorry haha. I laughed weirdly.

- No problems, but it's not like I tried to hide it or something haha! But anyways, I'll never tell your adventure with Jungkook in the restroom to anyone, no problems.

- Thank you...

This day was really weird...