High highs to Low lows

Perfection ❤

I am giving you some Shay and Jisoo's visuals for her chapter, I also put another video but watch it when it is the moment or get spoil.

Jisoo

Perfection, a goal to nearly everyone, some people are close to it and others will find it unreachable, but for me, it is more like my entire life is based on that word. Being perfect is close to an obsession, frustration can consume me when I am not the best, when I am not perfect in front of everyone.

Your life is a performance. We can take for example the piece of theatre "les miserable", the majority of the population are the spectators of this piece of art, some of them are in the front and others are in the back, and a few lucky ones are the actors but me ? I am Molière, the only person who create the standards in this University, a genius of perfection, the person that everyone wants to be, a goal.

There is four different types of persons in my life ; firstly there is my friends and my family, the only persons that really count for me, that I sincerely love, secondly, there is the persons that fell in love with me and can't stop flirting  when they get the occasion, thirdly there is the jealous ones, the ones that can't stop openly hating on me but secretly wants to be me, and finally, we got the hypocrites ones, they wanna be friend with you for clout and if they get the occasion, would stab you in your back.

At the beginning, I though Lisa was one of them when I first met her, but turned out she is my best friend right now. Our friendship is the best thing that ever happened to me, I would do everything for her and would never hurt her in any ways, she is like the little sister I've never had, she is the only person who knows my story.

I am still waiting for her at the library actually, we were supposed to work on our song just both of us since Chaeyoung is at the hospital because of another panic attack for whatever reason and Jennie didn't want to come, she even seemed a little weird this morning...

Anyways, we were supposed to meet half an hour ago, but I don't blame her, I was 5 minutes late so I can give her all the time she needs. She is my best friend, I need to be kind with her.

After the incident a year ago, I though Lisa would never talk to me again, but finally she didn't care that much, Jungkook was probably only a little crush, she has gotten over it. I try to stay the same with her, always caring and here for her if she needs me, even if I don't have time, I try to help her anyways, because she is my bestfriend.

I was still writing some lyrics on my notebook when I saw that one hour already past and she is still not there, not responding to my messages either. What are you doing Lisa ?

A realisation just hit me, she probably is training in the dancing studio and forgot about our meeting... yeah that’s the reason why I have been waiting for an hour.

I was walking to the dance studio when  I met Jinyoung.

- Hey Jichu !! He ran to hug me.

- Ah ! I missed you Jinyoung ! Ah ah It’s too tight, let me aaaaah !

He was lifting me in the air, and smiling like a child.

- Sorry 

He laughed at me as I pouted

- But I know it's been very long we haven't seen each other, but you called me last night and told me you would probably be too tired because of the plane but you came anyways

- Everything for my Jisoo

He kissed my forehead and I just rolled my eyes even if I enjoyed it.

- Whatever, you'll have to catch up the lessons since you were enjoying yourself in China for almost three months.

- Are you jealous ?

He began to tickle me while laughing like a child.

- Tell that to your girlfriend haha- stop it aaaah

- Where is Joy by the way ?

I rolled my eyes again.

- Like I would know this, she hates me because I am your best friend so why I would know where she is ?

- Such a cutie

He kissed my cheek and went to the library, I was looking at him smiling but I remembered that I needed to find Lisa.

I was walking to the dance studio when I heard as expected a music, she probably is inside. I opened the door quietly but what I saw surprised me a little, the person inside the dance studio wasn’t Lisa but Kai... I wanted to go out when he suddenly turned off the song, so I turned my head when I though that he would talk to me but he seems to not notice me.

Instead of that, he turned on the song again and prepared himself for dancing, I should get going by now but I don't know why his aura makes me stay for some reasons, I wanna see what he is gonna do, so I made my way to a corner of the room quietly and sat down to watch him dancing.

He was concentrate on every movements that he made, he was so gracious and his dance was just the synonym of perfection, his beautiful figure was captivating me, it was like he was seducing me without knowing it, he really looked like a piece of art.

The dance ended when he suddenly took off his shirt and was wiping  the sweat off his face and torso that was completely naked by the way, seeing his abs gleaming from the sweat just made my inner temperature increase. I was totally captivated by him when our eyes met, I stood up quickly and walked towards him, his face reflected complete confusion.

- What are you doing here ? Are you stalking me ?

- No no no !

I was shaking my hands and my head.

- I was just looking for Lisa, did you see her ?

I smiled at him and acted like he is not the hottest person in world right now.

- No I didn't...

A silence took place between us when he was still looking at me intensely, I smiled again.

- Your dance was really touching you know, you're really good
Again, he stayed silent and began to caress my cheek as if he was verifying if I was real or not.
- Hum... I am gonna go now

I laughed awkwardly and gently took his hand way from my face, I quickly walked out of the studio and rested my back against the door while thinking that it was one of the weirdest situation I've ever been in.

- What the fuck...

I was walking back to the library, thinking that maybe Lisa is waiting for me since I just receive a message from her and still didn't read it but she must be mad at me cause I am late.

Just in case, I stopped myself in the middle of the way to respond to her, when I saw the message, my heart continued to break little by little.

“I am not gonna come.”

- Cold as always.. I laughed while crying.

Everything between us is alright.