Lonely 🖤

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In this chapter there is a choreography, so if you are like me and like to have a footage of what it looks like, I putted the video.
Enjoy💜

Chaeyoung

One, two, three, four and five, six, seven, eight.

- Chang ! You need to concentrate !

I am at the dance class right now, and like always, I am distracted by Jimin's flawless figure while dancing. Saying that I have a crush on Jimin would be an understatement, that guy just drives me insane with those moves.

We learn a new choreo for every class, and 30 min before the end, a duo of dancers can prepare themselves to dance their choreo that they created for this class in front of everyone. And today is Lisa and Jimin's turn, can't wait to see this, both of them are one of the most talented duo of this university, their complicity makes me jaleous of not having it in my duos with Jungkook.

- What are you gonna do this time ? I asked Lisa during the pause.

- You'll see it ! Let's just say that it would be a little different. She winked at me.

The end of the class came and the duo had to dance.

I am not gonna lie, I am really shocked by this choreo, this is really not what they usually do. Lisa is dancing with so much fierce and confidence that I can barely see Jimin by her side.

Her blond locks are moving everywhere, making every moves sexier, her attitude makes a simple move looking like art, she is everything I've always wanted to be, she was born to shine.

- Wouah ! That was awesome !

I turned my face to Jungkook but he is not having it, he's starring at Lisa with so much anger, his jaw is clenched and his tongue poking on his cheek.

- Such a bitch. He mumbled before leaving.

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- He really said that ? Aw, such a baby.

We were actually in front of the university, I am sitting with Lisa and reading my book while she is smoking her cigarette.

- He called you bitch, there is nothing cute in that.

I said while taking off my glasses and putting my book in my bag. Lili is my bestfriend, but sometimes I just don't get her.

- You don't understand ! He is being jealous ! She said with a bright smile.

- And ? He is always jealous, that only prove that he is possessive over you, not that he is in love with you.

- You know what Park Chaeyoung ?

She faced me, arms crossed with a angry face.

- Sometimes you should just shut the fuck up instead of giving advices about relationships when the only person that wanted you to be his girlfriend was a ten year old boy.

She left me alone, but not before blowing smoke on my face knowing that I hate that.

I am not hurted anymore by what she tells me, I know that she is just frustrated and can't face the truth. I am the only one who can brings her back to reality since Jisoo always act like nothing is happening and Jimin is too scared to hurt her feelings.

I am just tired of it sometimes and just want to ignore it, but I just can't help myself to help her.

Now in a supermarket, I am searching for some antibacterial gel since I had to borrow one from Jennie.

I was actually mumbling a song that Lisa can't stop singing recently..

- I took a DNA test turns out I am hundred percent that- Aah

I was about to fall on the ground when I felt strong arms around my waist, my back against his torso.

- Be careful, this is a slippery floor here.

He said with a husky voice. I turned myself quickly.

- Uhm thank you, I didn't know.

I staring at the floor, and finally decided to look at the person in front of me.

He was really handsome, his eyes are looking through my soul while he is smiling at me. He looks like a really tall man in his thirties. Just his smile and his beautiful face when he is looking at me makes me melt.

- You're cute.

He laughed at me before passing by me and tapped my head.

- Have a great day.

I couldn't even say thank you or maybe ask his name...


Finally arrived in my room with my antibacterial gels, I was finally happy to come back. When I oppened the door, I saw Jennie reading her book on her bed.

- Hey !

- Mmh.

Welcoming as always. Anyways, I was going to put my purchases in my cupboard when suddenly...

- No no no no no no NO NO NO !!!!

I rushed myself in front of Jennie's bed.

- What did you do inside my cupboard ?!!

- What ?

She seemed really bored.

- I was just searching for some antibacterial gels since you always got some, but I was wrong.

Then she went back to her book.

- I said that you could search on my stuff ONLY if you put everything in the right place !!!

- Are you crazy or what ??! It isn't even messy, I cleaned up !!

- NO you didn't !!! Nothing is on the right place !!

- That's not a big deal, get over it.

She ignored me so I went to the bathroom.

- Nothing..... Nothing is on the right place....

My mouth's dry, my vision is blurring little by little, my lungs are tightening and my eyes are crying.

My anxiety is getting over me, I was gripping my hairs tighly while sitting on the bathtub and crying hardly.

All I wanted is friend, a person that can understand me for who I really am.

I have my best friends but why do I feel so lonely ?

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