Chris POV:
When I get scared I disappear, it's what im best at. But I really need her help. I don't want to tell her what it is ,it's bad but I am falling in love with her, my plan originally was to just get her to help me but things change. I fear she will leave me like any other spirit, vanish me. And I can't have that, it has taken me forever to interact with someone who can see me or find anyone in general to listen, I need to be heard.im not used to it ,I'm used to girl staring at me ,hanging out with my best friends laughing and making videos. I wish this never happened, but you never know when life is going to hit you unexpectedly. Karina is so beautiful and she doesn't even know it, I wonder why I had never noticed her before, I wish I had. I haven't talked to my friends or visited theism scared to see how my death affected them or I fear I will get more depressed than I already a.m. tear began to roll down my eye but just as it was Karina walked in
"Hey sorry about that "she giggled.
Her laugh was perfect.
"It's cool "I smiled.
She went into her closet and pulled out a box, she opened it and took out bottles of paint along with paintbrushes. She ran up to her stereo and played a song
Young and beautiful by Lana Del Rey played.
I was familiar with it so I smiled and starred at her while she carefully concentrated painting something on her wall.
"You know what I want do". She said
"I want to paint a tree "she continued.
"Then paint it" I said sitting down on the bed.
"Not draw a tree, I mean actually go to a living tree and paint it different colors". She smiled.
She sounded so fascinated about the idea.
I laughed.
She turned around with the paint brush still in her hand.
"What's so funny?" she laughed.
"Nothing "I said while smiling looking down.
I looked up into her eyes, and smiled so big.
"You're beautiful" I hesitated to say.
She smiled but then frowned quickly.
She starred at bed then got up and left the room.
"Where are you going?" I asked.
"I um...I just remembered I had to do something "she said not making eye contact.
I knew she was lying, what have I done? Did I scare her away?
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Dazed Energy
Fanfictionkarina is a teenage girl who has friends that love her dearly but then an incident happened and she sees spirits and shes not sure why she seems to fall in and out of with people fast ,she keeps getting hurt will she ever find the one and find out...
