Dazed Energy

Chapter 14

Things are about to fall in place ! I hope you are ready !

Flashback
Amanda's POV :
Me and Chris are driving around in his car laughing ,he was so funny and I'm glad he was my bestfriend. He stopped the car in this shady ass place and told me to wait here because he had to go get something.not sure what.it took about what seemed forever and it was really cold and raining and I just wanted to head back to the hotel ,I see him approaching and I am relieved. he got closer and that's when I realized it wasn't chris. some guy in a black hoodie dragged me out of the car telling me to "shut up" I am crying so hard and I am scared. he rubbed some cloth into my face and I blacked out .I woke up in this strange room, I look over and there is a needle in my arm and I feel not myself . A man walks Into the room faintly talking,i can't see who it is clearly and I can't quite understand what they were saying.the man pointed at me then picked me up and took me to another room.i am deeply confused and unsure what is going on.he started to undress me ,but I feel paralyzed . he takes a good look at me and throws himself on me. Is this what It feels like To be raped? My mind started to sweat out the drugs and pain and I suddenly very quickly became conscious and starting screaming for help. He shushed me . how dare he? I tried to get him off of me but it was no use. after he finished me and left me there as nothing,i cried so hard. I noticed a window and I had the idea the jump out of it but before I could even get to it a man came in and infused me with drugs,but this drug felt quite different than the other one.i feel very oozed and my vision becomes blurred . I can feel the blood rushing through me , my mind starts to fade, and the last words i heard was "you gave her too much " and the last thing I thought about before I drifted was Johnson and there my body lied ,laying there with such guilt.all I am now is a useless soul,but I am happy I was saved from more misery.And all I could think about next is what have they done to chris?

Chris POV:
I can't talk to Karina now until she wants me to.Thats what sucks the most about being dead,There are still rules. I watched her yesterday at hayes house ,how her and Gilinsky sat so close to each other and practically almost kissed . I need her to send a message to friends and especially to Johnson ,I'm sure he hates me dearly .I hate Gilinsky , how did she not notice that black shadow hanging on him? he's bad news I'll tell you that.but she was blind by his good looks or lust ,maybe that's why she didn't realize I was dead at first. love blinds you I guess .

️️jc POV :
Last night I was by myself because Kian said he wanted to stay with Karina . I didn't really care I mean that's her best friend too .i guess it was okay that I was by myself because I needed to cry .i miss chris and I wonder what happened . I cried myself to sleep. whe I woke up i remembered kian said he wanted to go someplace fun so I was gonna take him to six flags or something to help me and him not be so sad. I called him and texted him
But he didn't answer.i got worried and I needed to text Karina because she would know. I didn't have her number so I texted Gilinsky and asked for it.
She told me to meet her at Kian's house. I jumped in my car and drove to his house. he's probably sleeping . just as I got there karinas car was already there.

Flashback
Kian's POV:
I left the house to go get some food ,gilinsky was there so I didn't mind leaving karina alone.i was going to wake karina up as soon as I got back so we can have a movie night! She had school the next day but she said she could stay. I was so excited! she was fun and everything tonight was going to be awesome. When I arrived there karina was gone and gilinsky was there.
"Where's karina?" I asked.
"Why does it matter ? she had school "he pouted at me.
"Yo dude if you're going to act like a dick you can leave my house"i told him.
He rose up and spoke as if e had been holding it in for a long time.
"WHY DID YOU TAKE HER FROM ME? WE WERE PERFECT! ME AND HER WERE BESTFRIEND! TILL YOUR DUMBASS CAME ALONG AND STOLE HER FROM ME!"
"dude chill-"
"NO I WILL NOT CHILL! SHE WAS MY EVERYTHING AND I KNOW OH I KNOW YOU LIKE HER ! I SAW YOU KISS HER ON THE FOREHEAD AND SMILE AT HER JUST BEFORE NASH WENT IN THERE! I AM SICK OF YOU MAN I REALLY AM"He screamed.
He got closer to me .
"Yo dude stop being such a jealous bitch and get out of my house ,look I'm sorry but something's work out for the best ,and If I make her happy then that's what she needs! she told me all about you and your 'anger' problems and how one time you tried to get her to-"he cut me off and hit me in the head with a vase.
I swung at him and punched him in the face.he grabbed me and through me againste the wall and pulled out a knife from his back pocket.
I knew he was crazy but I didn't think he was this crazy. he stabbed me . I can't remember how many times. I felt blood rush through me and everything in slow motion and my mind started to fade an the last thing I heard was a guys voice say"jack stop it dude !" I coudlnt tell who it was . all I know is my last thought was karina. my body fell to the floor. he held his hands on his head and said "what have I done?" the guy talked to him about making it look like I commited suicide. he through me on my bed and layed pills out .he took my phone along with him.I hope karina doesn't find me like this or jc.
Gilinsky POV:
Karina ran out and I knew she was going to find out about kian being dead. why does she even care about him? Shit ,I don't know what to do. she won't notice she will think he overdosed ,just how I made it seem.i means it's not like she can see ghosts or anything .

MY POV:
I'm hugging kian , I'm so happy he is okay I can feel his love and emotion,quite more. ️jc bursted into the door and shouted
"where's kian?"
I smiled and hugged kian and said
"He is right here silly ".
️jc gave me a weird look and blank stare as if I was crazy.
"Um karina I don't see him"
I look at kian who was still crying and I wasn't sure what for.
Then kian spoke
"I'll always be with you"
A cold air clinged onto me and in that moment I knew he was gone.
I gasped so hard and held my hands to my mouth screaming.
️jc ran up to me and picked me up and set me on the living room couch .
"KIAN!" I cried in a shaky voice .
️jc hugged me and silently cried.
Why would kian kill himself? I thought I made him happy? was I not good enough? what the hell.

Chris POV:
Karina was crying so hard that I started to tear up. I walked into Kian's room and saw kian with his hands on his far sniffling .
"Hey"
Kian's face shot up and he ran up to me smiling but the frowning hugging me. I missed him, but what was he doing dead?
"What happened dude why would you kill your-"
"NO , I didn't kill myself it was gilinsky , he he he" he kept stuttering and couldn't seem to finish his sentence. just then I heard someone walk in the door .it was Gilinsky and some other guy.
"Hey what's all the fuss"? he said.
Gilinsky POV:
I saw karina crying an I decided to play along .
I told carter to go sit at the table,he decided to come with me.
"Hey karina ,what happened ?!"
She was too busy crying over kian.
Man I feel like shit.
️jc looked at me and signaled to go comfort her and left the couch and out the front door.
Karina looked at me with such sadness and hugged me.
"I'm glad you're here" she said .
Gosh I love when she hugs me so close.
She got up and started walking to Kian's room but i grabbed her hand .
"It's too soon". I said.
She gave me a mean look and pulled her hand away .
She walked into Kian's room and shut the door. why is she going in there for?

MY POV:
gilinsky was being clingy ,it was annoying . I looked at kian who was talking to noone.
He looked at me and sighed .
"Karina it's chris he says he is sorry".
I nodded and close my eyes and forgave him .
Chris ran up to me and hugged me.
I pulled away.
"First of all kian. WHAT THE FUCK?,why would you kill yourself and leave me here"
Just then the door flung open and some guy gilinsky was calling carter held me against the wall. Gilinsky walked in and slammed the door.
They think I'm in here by myself. but oh they don't know .
"Gilinsky what are you doing ?" i cried.
He looked at me then looked away.
Carter was still holding me against the wall.
Gilinsky POV:
I know me and carter already took care of his body ,I dunno why she is still in here, does she suspect something ?
"What are you doing?!" she cried.
I love her.
I couldn't keep my eyes off of her.

Nash POV:
I'm in my room and I think I'm going insane.all I know is Kian is going to die. I saw the ghost of death touch ️kian the other night.Thats why I cried because I've been seeing other things also ,the other day I saw the ghost of death touch this old man I knew next door. the next day his wife was crying. I guess I somehow know who is going to die ,why do i have to live this life?

Karina POV:
"I've always loved you " he says to me coming closer.
Carter laughs.
Carter pins me down to the bed .
Gilinsky starts kissing me and undressing me.
Carter scoffs,
"Come on man let's just do what we came here to do"
Gilinksy kisses me and I pull away .
I'm crying so hard and kian and chris are watching me crying because they know there is nothing they can do.
Before gilinsky could even try to seduce me he stops and looks at carter.
Carter picks me up and ties my hands behind my back and whispered
"Don't worry sweetie it'll be over soon".