Dazed Energy

Chapter 11

I awake in kians bedroom . He has a teddy bear i gave him along time ago on his bed still. Aww how cute ,I get out of bed and rub my eyes . I walk out into the living room.

"Kian!" I shouted .

Not a word .

I sighed then say down and just as I did a voice came crawling In my ear.

"Hey sorry about earlier it's just.." He trailed off but just as he was about to say something someone walked in the door.

"Hey karina ! I haven't seen you in a while !" Gilinsky said running up to me.

I smiled so big and hugged him.

I used to have a crush on him in middle school but you know that's nothing it the past. At least I hope.

Nash walks in looking sad.

"He didn't want to come" Nash said referring to Johnson .

I didn't understand why .

Whatever .

Kian walked in eating fries

"Why didn't he come ?" He asked.

But before Nash could respond kian added ,

"oh it's cause of his girlfriend ! man he is whipped" , he said laughing.

Nash just nodded and let out a fake laugh.

Nash seemed to be hesitant .

I wonder what was wrong.

Gilinsky was in the kitchen making cereal .

"Ha ! call me chef Gilinsky !" he said in an accent holding up his bowl of cereal that had sliced strawberries.

I rolled my eyes and laughed .

He starred at me with a glare in his eyes and a smile.

"Your laugh is perfect." he said.

"HEY!, leave her alone " kian interrupted .

We all laughed .

"Gosh Karina stop blinding these boys with your attractive looks! Kian yelled.

I laughed and then got sort of shy considering I was the only girl there.

I realized I didn't have my phone so I walked back to Kian's room . I searched for it under the blankets and pillows .

"Hey."

I ignored.

"Hey" he said again .

I turned around and was fustrated.

"Why !? like did you fuckin plan to torture me like this ? wow and I thought you were actually different but no you use me just like everyone else in this twisted ass world " I said to him .

I started crying softly.

Chris POV:

I was going to tell her sooner or later but I was afraid . she was just standing there sad and I knew I had messed up. I should of never showed up at jc's house it was a mistake it was all too early I should've waited. but I can't help it ,they didn't even know I was dead . and they seem ok , different reaction than I actually thought . wow to me to actually think my so called friends cares. they were just laughing a minute ago, maybe it was a good thing I died.

Kian POV:

Everyone is talking and Karina went to my room and hasn't come back yet and I wonder If I should worry or not . I'm tired of pretending. but I suck at showing my feelings , I hate it. I get anxiety even just even thinking about it. I can feel the tears holding back .

I ran to the bathroom and turned in the sink and looked at myself in the mirror . then ,that's when my emotions spilled out of my mind . I can't believe Chris is dead.

After about 15 minutes of pain , I walk out if the bathroom and in the living room acting normal .

Karina still wasn't back.

I walked to my room and there she was sleeping .

She looked so perfect.

She was always so perfect.

I smile and cover her up with a blanket.

Then I kissed her on the forehead.

As I did that I couldn't imagine what'd Id do if anything happened to her.

Oh the things I'll never say.

Nash walked in and said quickly

"Hey man can I talk to you ?"

I nodded my head and sighed

"What's up?"

"I've been um.. I've been seeing these..things"

"What do you mean?"

he starred at something behind me with wide eyes and he look so pale .

"What?"

He bursted Into tears and cried, he paused at every cry trying to catch hi breathe.

What did Nash see? I thought to myself.