Forbidden Love (A Nash Grier Lovestory)

chapter 8

its been hours

i have been sitting on this bathroom floor for a day.

a day i haven't got up

im just sitting here numb

nash cam and Taylor are still waiting for me outside

i refuse to go out there

they weren't suppose to see my cuts

they were a secret.

it was my escape

and now i can do it anymore because cameron is gonna make sure i dont do it again

i felt tears come up again but i let them go.

i know the boys have magcon in around an hour so ill just wait till they leave to do what i have to do

that means grab my laptop, phone, ipad, all my chargers, my twin sized air matress, a blanket, a pillow, a jacket, my makeup , my suitcase, everything else i brought and go to mcdonalds for food

you wanna know what would be easier? get a different hotel room but dont tell anyone.

i think im just gonna get a different hotel room that no one will know about.

its now 1 and magcon starts at 2 and ends at 9 so i have to be done by 8:30 so i can relax.

im gonna take a nap till them

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i just woke up from my map and the first thing i do is look at the clock and i see its 7

fuck i was supposed to be done by now.

i then quickly got all of my stuff together and by 7:15 i was on my way to the lobby.

i didn't want to run into any of the boys so i made it quick

" hi can i please book a hotel room?" i asked the lady at the front desk

"sure what floor would you like to be on?" she asked sweetly

since the boys are on the 3 i decided to do the 10 the farther the way they are the better.

"can i have a room on like the tenth floor? it can be any type" i asked her

praying in my mind she would say yes

"sure, just swipe your credit card and i will give the key"

i did as told and she then gave me the hotel room key

"your on the tenth floor room 14a"

"thankyou so much"

"no problem" she smiled to me.

as i was walking upstairs i banged into someone.

I then walked into my room. Locked my door and went to bed after a long day