Forbidden Love (A Nash Grier Lovestory)

chapter 10

"the fuck Alexa" I heard a boy groan

I looked down and I saw Matt standing there holding his area.

Opps

"What the fuck Matt. What are you doing at 1 in the morning dragging me into a supply closet!?" I whispered yelled because it is one in the morning

" I did wanna talk to you so I figured I would wait till you walked out of your room" he said unsure of himself

" You could've knocked on my door. I'm not hiding from you" I said to Matt while crossing my arms.

"I never thought of that"he said while looking

"idiot"i mumbled to my self

there was an awkward silence

"so what did you want me for" i asked

"oh yea right. you need to come back" he said

i sighed

"loo-" i was beginning to say before i got cut off

"no dont say look im not coming back. you need to. cameron havent come out of his room since you left. he feels its his fault. he thinks its his fault you cut. his fault for everything. he is blaming himself. taylor and nash and hayes and aaron and me and jacob and mahogany and everyone here has been affected! please come back i beg you" matt said

i felt tears well up in my eyes

people care about me?

since when?

i thought everyone wished i would die

they all said no one would care

i felt tears fall
and more

"i thought everyone wanted me to kill myself" i whispered to matt while tears kept coming down

soon i couldnt hold it in anymore i just look at the floor and started sobbing

matt came closer and hugged me while i sobbed into is arms

" why would you think we want you to kill yourself we love you" matt said softly

"be- because tha- thats wh-- what everyone said on twi-tw-twitter. the number one trending topic was for alexa dallas to di- die" i chocked out to matt

matt just hugged me tighter and let me cry