Forbidden Love (A Nash Grier Lovestory)

chapter 11

after a couple of minutes i let go of matt

"im gonna come back. when should i come?" i asked sniffling

"lets just go there now" matt said softly

i nodded

"do you need anything from your room before you go up?" matt asked

i nodded

we walked back to my room and i took out the card key to open my door.

"im leaving mainly all my stuff in here. just incase anything happens. dont tell anyone what room im in"i said sternly to matt.

he nodded

i grabbed my victoria secret tote bag and started filling it with a couple pairs of clothes, makeup, and just some uggs.

i also grabbed my charger, toothbrush ,phone obvi, and hair brush

after i grabbed everything i needed for the a couple nights i then walked with matt back to our room

he grabbed his key out of his pocket and opened the door.

matt walked in with me following behind

to be honest i was kinda scared of what was gonna happen but i only hoped for the best

matt told me to be quiet because everyone but cam is sleeping

i nodded

"wheres cam?" i whispered to matt

"most likely his bed?" matt said and chuckled

i looked at the clock and it read 2:00

i looked down and blushed

i go to cams bed quietly to see he is on his phone.

i look and see he is reading all the hate i got

i sighed

i then gently crawled into bed without him knowing

i then tapped his shoulder

cam stiffened

he then turned around slowly

his straight face turned into a huge smile

"ALEXA" he whispered screamed considering everyone was sleeping

"hiii" i smiled to cam

he then hugged me as tight as he can

"im so sorry for all this. i didnt know this was happening. im sorry i didnt stop it. it broke me to hear nash to scream for me because you locked your self in the bathroom because they caught you cutting" he said with tears in his eyes

"cam its not your fault. im just happy to have you in my life" i said to him looking into his big brown eyes

he smiled then frowned

"can i see your um arms" he asked

"cam" i said unsure

"please"

i sighed and rolled up both my sleeves

cam couldnt see so for him to see he had to use his phone flashlight

i heard him gasp when he saw scars cover each arm completely. fresh and faded ones

"alexa" cam whispered in tears

cutting and suicide has always been a sensitive topic for cam because of his highschool years. he then kissed each fresh cut

my hear melted

"please dont ever hurt yourself again. i cant loose you please your my best friend"he said as he pulled me closer

"ill always be here" i said in his chest

"good" he breathed out

and with that we fell asleep