ok
here's some honest shit
i know that 99% don't care, but here's to the 1%
as you might've realized (or not.. that's cool), i literally disappeared for three months
i promised myself that i wouldn't disappear w/o warning but here we are
my mental health wasn't doing that well (and still isn't the best), which y'all know really matters to me
writing for enjoyment became kinda difficult and posting absolute shit rlly bothers me for the long run
and i still love writing and admire those who do
it's just that my mind was kinda empty and motivation was lacking, especially for writing fanfics
but now i'm here, refreshed as f*ck
as for an upload schedule, that shit's gonna be unpredictable
i find that i write best and am happy with myself the most when i have inspiration, and that's obviously unstable
so i apologize for that
lmao this is kinda dramatic but i just wanted to explain for those who wondering
i probably forgot a lot but here take it
BUT THANK YOU FOR 6K READS.
I know that I thank for every thousand, but every digit matters to me. Writing usually helps me with relaxing and giving my mind a second to breathe. So the fact that people appreciate what I write for enjoyment is kind of unreal.
Take care of yourself,
sickomodegay ☼