Lukesse Oneshots

REJECTED (Part 2)

   "Okay, so I'm going to dare Lukas to kiss you, okay?" Petra grins. She was explaining a 'funny' plan to joke with Lukas. "Hold on, what?!" I felt my face heat up. "Just, listen. He's not actually going to kiss you because you are going to prevent it." 

   I tilt my head, still a little shaken up that Lukas was going to try to kiss me. "K-Keep going..." I say, eager to know the rest. "You are going to keep him back, and you are going to be all angry at him because he tried to kiss you." 

   "But that would hurt him Petra! I don't want to do that to him! He'll hate me if I do that!" I exclaim. "It's just a joke alright? Later on, you'll 'forgive him' and you'll kiss him," Petra finishes. I moan, thinking this was a terrible idea to prank Lukas like this. I was very aware he liked me. Lukas was really bad at hiding it. I just, never told him because I just wanted to wait it out a bit, so it doesn't come out so sudden. "Just promise me you won't try to stutter, or cry when you-" "Petra I'm not the person to cry! Except with... you know who..." I feel myself tearing up, but held it back. "But, I'll try," I sigh. 

   I was just wandering around then, and I noticed that Petra met up with Lukas. They both talked, and Lukas looked away, and a glimpse of red revealed on the side of his face. I followed behind them, and Petra turned around, facing me. "Hey Jessica!" she calls out. Lukas, being the adorable scared boy he was, tried to keep Petra from calling out. "Lukas has something for you!" 

   "What do you need?" I say, approaching the two friends. Lukas stutters a bit, Petra correcting him, "Well, Lukas here needs to talk to you, in private." Petra gives a smirk. Wow Petra, way to give it a mood. I lead Lukas into an empty shack, and I close the door, exhaling gently. "So, what's wrong?" I ask, trying to start it up. Lukas turns to face me, his cheeks turning a light red. He then walks over to me, looking nervous. Was I really going to do this? I closed my eyes, thinking for a bit, then opened them. I put my fingers to his lips, cutting off his attempt to kiss me. I wanted to let it happen, but Petra for some reason wanted this. I don't know why I decided to follow her prank. "Lukas," I say, keeping my voice rough. He opens his eyes, as I look at him, "angry". "What. Are. You. Doing?" Lukas didn't respond, so I then asked, "Were you trying to kiss me?" 

   Lukas began playing with his words after I ordered, "Lukas, answer me." I felt so bad, he was shaking, and stuttering a lot, feeling scared. He looked like he was going to cry. My heart shattered, making me want to kiss him right on the spot. I thought I was going to cry, but I held it in. "I don't care what Petra did!" I yell again. I yelled a little bit before, insulting his attempt to speak. "You don't try to kiss someone if they don't like you back!" I almost burst into tears saying that last part. 

   I stormed out of the room, waiting outside. I was going to kiss him straight after this. I hated that. That was the worst thing I could do to him. As soon as Lukas would come through the door, I'd press my lips to his. He never came out. The only thing left in the room was sounds of someone crying. I must've broken his heart so much. I didn't mean to say that last part, it just slipped out, making me think it fit in the moment. I couldn't think of anything else to say, so I said the first thing that came to my head so it didn't seem like I was acting. 

   I heard muffled screaming from inside, "Petra I hate you! Why did you make me do that if you knew it would humiliate me!?" I couldn't take it. I burst in through the door, making Lukas jump. He stopped sobbing as he saw me march up to him. He was backed into a corner, looking up at me like I was a monster. I couldn't hold back my own tears looking at him. "I'm sorry!" I screamed, kneeling down to him, pulling Lukas close to me, so our lips touched. The tears fell, and he seemed so surprised. Lukas wasn't kissing back, which made me think that he didn't love me anymore, just as I thought. I continued to sob, pulling out and in of the kiss. "I'm so sorry Lukas, Petra set me up to this!" 

   Lukas then took my shoulders, holding me back. His red puffy eyes widening. "Petra made you do that?!" I sniff hard, nodding. "Lukas, I don't hate you! I was going to stop with this stupid prank Petra made up, but I don't know why I didn't! I wanted you to kiss me so bad! And I screwed up and didn't let it happen!" 

   "W-Wait, you wanted me to kiss you?" Lukas sniffs quietly. I pull him into another kiss, and then he follows along, melting into it. I guess Petra's prank didn't completely turn into another direction than I had thought. 

   "Lukas, I love you. I've loved you for so long. I'm so sorry that I let Petra make me do that," I say, drawing back. "Y-You could probably tell that I love you back," Lukas smiles worryingly. I chuckle, pulling Lukas back in. I'm sorry, I repeated in my head.