Kitten ( Namjoon x BTS)

22- Fake Love

[Jins POV]

I was currently at some club, even if it was 10am in the morning and there was a surprising amount of people here, probably here from the previous night, too drunk to move or go home.

After Taehyung had admitted to us that he had commitment issues, an entire argument had blossomed between us 6 while Namjoon slept.
I tried to calm everything down as I am the eldest, and I did... Almost.
Everything had went crazy after Hoseok admitted that he had been seeing a girl for the past 6 months or so, and I sat and watched as my family fell apart.
Jungkook started punching Hoseok, who simply hung his head in shame.

"Who here is 100% fucking loyal?" Yoongi spat out angrily, which made us all shut up.
"Me of course" Jungkook said, earning a smile of Yoongi.

Hoseok, Taehyung and Jimin all stood to one side and Jungkooks face fell as he watched Jimin walk there.
"Jimin?" he whispered.

"I.. There's something wrong with me, I use people, I.. I use Namjoon to kiss him and finger fuck him and make him blow me off and then I leave him there, crying sometimes, fuck I did the same to Jin" Jimin had explained, and I winced as he mentioned my name. Our past, although full of great memories, it brought up some ones we had hid away too.

At this point I realised I was standing in the middle of these two groups. I caught Yoongis eye and gave him a sad smile before I walked to Jimin, Hoseok and Taehyung.

"I'm sorry guys, I let you all down. You know me and my past.. I try to get over it, I take my drugs every day, I see doctors, more doctors and more doctors, people think they know me but the second I'm out, there's always a boy on me, and I fucking love it.. I'm so sorry" I said, whispering the last part.

That was all it took for Jungkook to scoff.
"6 fucking years I've been with yous, 6 fucking years, when I could've been living my best life with Yoongi and Namjoon alone. Actually speaking of Namjoon, how the fuck do you think he will feel, huh?"

"We can't tell him" Hoseok exclaimed, his eyes wide and frightened.

"why the fuck not, he's out boyfriend, incase your dumb ass head forgot it" Yoongi growled.

"You know what" Jungkook said as he chuckled and we all stared at him in curiosity.
He stayed quiet for a few minutes until Jimin spoke up, "what".

With this Jungkook chuckled again looking up, before kissing Yoongi on the lips and walking over to all 4 of us.
"You're not my hyungs anymore so" he said before trailing off and punching Jimin in the face.
We all gasped and ran trying to separate them, even Yoongi who obviously still cared, tried to help.
However, Jungkook was the strongest one out of all 7 of us, so he manged to punch Hoseok in the stomach before kicking Taehyung in the knee, knocking him down into his knees before grabbing his hair.
"Commitment issues is fucking right" he screamed before throwing Taehyungs head down to hit the coffee table.

"JEON JUNGKOOK" I screamed, getting the attention of a disheveled Yoongi, an angry jungkook, a bleeding Jimin who was holding his nose, and Hoseok who was wincing but also holding Taehyung.

Jungkook took one look at me and laughed darkly. I gulped at him.
"Ah look who we have here, our hyung" he sneered.
"little Mr Seokjin who was raped by his brother so many times, it became apart of his mind that sex is a necessity, but instead of getting it from one of your 6 boyfriends, he decides to be a whore and let any guy fuck him" Jungkook said, a neutral look on his face.

As he spoke, the memories came back to me like a wave. The first time my brother told me he thought I was beautiful, the first time he raped me, and the last time I saw him, almost 7 years ago.