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Really upset lately. I don't know what to believe in this whole Ronnie situation. I want to be told that him throwing the microphones was a misunderstanding. I want to be told that he didn't actually assault his girlfriend
I apologize if this story turns negative to Ronnie. His songs are still so inspiring to me, but I looked up to him more than anything else. How he quit drugs and was so strong. Now I don't even know what to say... I don't know what to say besides I'm disappointed.
The doctors led us into Ronnie’s room. I listen to the heart monitor, steadily beating. Well that’s a good sign.
“Mr. Radke should be just fine. Luckily the knife missed anything important, and wasn’t too deep. He should be perfectly normal in a few weeks. Here are his clothes and his cell phone.”
I take the items from the doctor. I pull out Ronnie’s phone and call the rest of the band. They can’t make it up to see him just yet, so I’m all alone with Ronnie and Max. Max sits in a chair in a far corner of the room, since he knows Ronnie isn’t too big a fan of him. I pull a chair up by Ronnie’s bed, and hold his hand.
“Please wake up Ronnie. Please”
-Ronnie’s POV-
I hear a soft voice, a voice I love so much. I want to open my eyes, to see that beautiful face. To let her know I’m alright. But my eyelids feel like a million tons that do not want to lift up. I try to speak to her, but barely get anything out. All I can manage is a weak: “Kat?”
“Oh my god Ronnie,” She said excitedly, “I thought I was going to lose you! I’m so glad you’re okay! I love you Ronnie!”
I feel the corners of my mouth turn up into a smile as I say, “I love you too” I finally have enough strength to look up at Kat. Even with her face red and puffy, makeup running, she still looked beautiful.
“Come here.” I whisper to her. She moves her head closer. “Closer” I press on. Her head is right next to mine now, as she waited to hear what I was going to tell her. I turn my head and press my lips to hers. Oh god it felt great. I felt energetic again. She pulled away and smiled. I heard a cough from inside the room, and turned. There was Max, that pathetic lowlife, sitting there in the corner.
“WHY ARE YOU HEAR” I yell to the best of my ability. He lowers his head, mumbles a “sorry” And exits the room.
I was too happy about Kat being okay that I wasn’t even angry about him being there anymore. I move to the side on the bed, and have Kat come lay next to me. I put my arm around her and bring her close, and soon fall into a peaceful sleep.
-Kat’s POV-
I wake the next morning in the small little hospital bed. I feel a heavy, warm arm draped over my waist, and feel the steady rise and fall of a chest behind me. I carefully turn over in the bed so I’m facing the sleeping Ronnie. I watch him sleep for a little. A slight smirk planted on his lips. He looked so peaceful. I slowly crawled out from under his arm and out of the bed. As much as I wanted to stay, I couldn’t. I walked out to see Ryan, Ron, Derek, and Jacky all sleeping on the floor on the side of the wall. I then look further down the hall and see a sleeping Max
I go and lay right in front of Max. I flick his nose and watch him bat his arm trying to hit away whatever toughed him. He then opens one eye and sees me.
“Good morning sleepy head” I laugh as I get up.
“Good morning” He says in that sleepy, sexy voice.
I felt bad that he was over here all by himself. But tensions are so high with Falling in Reverse; I guess he didn’t have a choice. I walked up to Ryan and kicked him lightly. He grumbled and looked up at me.
“Why are you all sleeping out here? Why didn’t you just sleep in Ronnie’s room? I asked.
He shrugged and said “You and Ronnie looked so nice sleeping together; we didn’t want to ruin it. Are you guys dating yet?” He asked, raising an eyebrow
“What? Me? Ronnie? No! What makes you think that?” I wonder nervously.
He shrugged again. “I don’t know, I mean, you were sleeping together. And I happen to know that Ronnie cares about you a lot and is absolutely crazy about you. Now I’m tired. Goodnight” He mumbled.
I walked away smiling. I proceeded to walk down the hospital hallway, when I felt strong arms wrap around my waist.
“Guess who.” The person said, using a funny voice so I couldn’t tell the voices. It’s either Ronnie or Max, and Ronnie’s in a hospital bed, so it must be Max. I decided to mess with him a little. I’m awful
“Hmmm… It’s gotta be... Andy Biersack! OHEMGEE!” I turn around, right against his body, and kiss his lips quickly. I pull away and he tries to kiss me again.
I frown in disappointment. “Heeeey,” I complain, “You’re not Andy.”
He smiled down at me. “No, I’m not. But I was thinking, I really like you. A lot. I’ve known this since the first time I saw you. I knew you were special, but I didn’t know how special. I really want you. And I want you to be mine.” His gaze was burning right through me. I loved his eyes. He tilted my chin up, and leaned his down to kiss me.
This kiss gave me feelings I had never felt before. In some ways, Ronnie’s kisses were better. But Max’s also had qualities that beat Ronnie’s too. Ronnie’s lips have a tougher, yet gentle feel to them. Yet Max’s were so soft and so careful. The little peck on the lips I gave him earlier didn’t mean anything, and I could feel any passion in it. Yet this kiss, was so passionate, I was surprised.
I like Max. A lot. I really do. But I also like Ronnie. I don’t want to lead one of them on. I had always felt like Ronnie was the one, but now, kissing Max feels so right, like it was meant to be. I felt his lips pull away from mine, and a wave of sadness rushed over me as I realize it ended.
“Kat…” He said biting his lip, (MAJOR TURN ON JUSSAYIN xD) a little hesitant to go on, “Will you go out with me?”
Welp, that's it for today. Maybe this will be a Max Green love story. I'm sorry, I just need to calm down from the Ronnie thing.
Video of Ronnie throwing the microphones/ stands /:
