So i'm going to be short and sweet. I make sure to always get my facts right before i approach things. I'm observant and don't judge before i am sure of a situation, Maybe its just the science in me that always wants facts. My whole life i have come to realise how my family hates me... legit hates me. And today that was confirmed. My aunts and uncles switches the phone off in my face, i ask someone else to phone and immediately they answer.
One day a few weeks back the hospital phones me four times but i was in lecture. I immediately message my aunt cause her phone is off and that was at 10. The evening around five she replies to my message with "ok" and she saw the message hours ago. Something could have happened to my pa and they not picking up. Everything i do is wrong so i say nothing now and sit in my room and study, today that was a problem. I'm worthless to them. And how do you make a person who is worthless to herself feel like that.
When i was a kid it was worst. I would never get what my cousins did, always get told 'go ask your parents' knowing i never lived with them ever. Get told i'm fat, ugly to the point where i hate this fucking body. I hate myself. I'm intelligent for shit. I'm in university for shit. And yet i am always alone and never ask them for anything. So then who am i... what do i do?
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The way we get by
DiversosSo this is my little rant book thingy. So I just hope that people aren't rude and all that. Just come and enjoy and share your own opinion. Thanks!
