Spenser hidden world

Chapter 7

 Ray POV:

We watched as Spenser walked away and into a different room.

"Excuse me but were does that lead?" Eric asked pointing to the door

"His office." She replied "I'll let him cool off first."

"We have to talk to him." Trent stated and she nodded

"While then the best of luck to you both."

Inside the office

Spenser was having a break down in his mind. He throw everything to the floor and began to toss things around before sliding down the wall in a silence sob

"Jesus kid what the hell?" Sonny asked as he came down to hug him

"What am I suppose to tell her that I single handedly destroyed something she loved." Spenser sobbed

"Hey Sara won't be pissed off." Jason replied

"My sister life is her children and this crew and I just took both away."

"She'll get over it." Brock replied "They can't stay here forever and it's safer at home."

"Hey." Jaelynn smiled as she walked in "You good?"

"Not really."

"We found him Salim he hiding out." She smiled "Come on a nice little Venedetta kill never hurt nobody."

"I pretty sure it hurt the victim." Eric replied

"Oh well." She replied waving him off "Come on Clay. Let's go have a little fun before the military ruins our name."

At the site

Everyone began to move in with Tim staying close to the older members while Sandra went for a Sniper nest with Marco

"His escaping!" Beka yelled "Sandra take the shot

We looked to see a figure close to her thrust something into her stomach as she stumbled back as the figure gave a final push and we watched in horror as she fall backwards over the edge and pummeled towards her death. The sickly crack of her bones breaking rang out in the air as her body collided with the cemete steps.

"SANDRA!" Beka screamed as Marco and Spenser gaped in horror and others rushed towards her

"Tanya?!" Spenser yelled once he regained his senses

"She's gone." Tanya replied as she looked up to Spenser towering over her "Died on impact."

Spenser nodded and Tanya began to call

"Get me a body bag and a stretcher now." Tanya ordered

"I'm going to kill him." Marco growled storming off

Back at the base

A pregnant woman stood at the gate with a smiling gracing her face as she searched for someone before spotting the body bag and the smile faded. Nate rushed past us and towards her sweeping her up in a hug as she crumbled to the ground crying out

"Who's that?" Ray whispered

"One of the blood sisters, Kira she Nate wife." Clay told us

"Blood sister?"

"We have blood siblings." Clay explained as Ray yanked his son's hand to him "The cut?"

"Oi!" Marco yelled in protest as Ray tightened his grip

"What's this?"

"It's our scars. It a blood pact, you cut your hand and put in together letting the blood combine." Clay explained "And on your wedding day you cut another one and then you join that hand to your spouse bleeding hand."

"WHAT?" Trent yelled "Do you have any idea the number of diseases, infects and other virus you could get!"

"Oww..." Brock winked at the yelling as it was right beside his ear

"The amount of testing to make sure your have contracted anything." Trent muttered while Marco began walking away before Trent or Brock children could walk away they were grabbed and pulled them away.

"I've got to deal with Sandra will and her children right now." Clay told us "She left behind a son."

"I'll come and help." Lisa offered

Ray POV:

Marco went to the shooting range and emptied out the whole magnize without even a flinch before snapping a new one before empting that too.

"Are you done?" I asked

He just looked at me with an almost blank mask

"What is it now?" He asked

"Are you okay?"

"Yep."

"Your sister's gone."

"I know."

"You watched her fall."

"I saw."

"Why is that all you say?" Sonny asked

"What do you want me to say?" Marco asked "She's died and I'm here."

"How do you feel?"

"Empty and bored."

"Marco?" Spenser asked walking in "How ya doing?"

"Bored."

"How are you bored?" Jason asked

"After a while you began to feel nothing and the routine begins to become tedious at a point. Where even in the face of danger you feel nothing but boredom because you know it only goes three ways, you walk away injured, you walk away fine or you died." Marco replied "By that stage when you wake in the morning your don't know whether to be thankful for a new day or not and after that period you began to wake up and instead or that you just think really again? I've got to go through this again. It's so boring."

"Your children?"

"It get so bad that you smile and pretend to be okay until you can't pretend any more, so you make excuses not to be there because the one thing you don't ever want to do is infect that one piece of hope that you hold close in this world because you never want to see that broken look in there eyes and know that it was you that put it there." Lucky replied

 Looking at them know you could see the strain of what the organization, what this world had put them through had actually done to the them. The Marco that was happy and picked up his daughter spinning her around was nothing but a memory to him but his muscles knew what to do and he knew what to say to ensure she never doubted his words and the value behind them. In a way you could tell they hated themselves for not be fine but that was going to change, we we're going to be the parents they deserved and my son was going to get his light back