Karma's A B**** (Suicidal Deku AU) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 7: "I want to sleep..forever"

——A few months later——

Izuku returned home, but his mom was taking double shifts at works because the Midoriya family didn't have enough money to pay for Izuku's medical bill. Izuku was left all alone in his apartment. He stopped cutting his arms since he could barely use them.

He sat in his living room staring at the TV while watching news about heroes. He gave up on his dream for a while after All Might said that Izuku couldn't become a hero. Katsuki had been trying to be nicer and has stopped bullying Izuku.

Izuku stood up from the couch and turned off the tv. He walked to his bathroom, he turned on the light and stared at himself. He wore a baggy black hoodie and a baggy black shirt with long grey shorts. His hair unkept and messy. Eye bags extremely visible and dark. Skin paler than it used to be. Eyes dead of life, dull, and dark green.
  
He hadn't gone outside since he came home from the hospital, because he was on house arrest by authorities because of attempted suicide. He had a therapist visit him every day to make sure he was doing well. He acted fine, but really, he wasn't. He was broken. Nothing could fix him.
  
Not even when Katsuki would talk about All Might in front of  Izuku.
  
Katsuki would come to the Midorya's apartment frequently. He would tell memories of when they were children, before Katsuki recived a quirk. Before everything that caused Izuku to be like how he was right now.
 
Izuku shut off the bathroom light and walked to his room.

His room was now bare, after he had taken down all of his All Might posters and figures. He had stopped wanting to become a hero, and had grown tired of hearing the name, All Might.
  
If the number 1 Hero, the symbol of peace, the person who was sworn to protect citizens. Then why was he such an asshole who was like everyone else?
 
All Might, Izuku's Mother, and everyone else has all told Izuku that he couldn't become a hero because he was quirkless, or that they would never believe in him.
  
Izuku looked around the bare room that was dark, and then his eyes locked with his bed. He then proceeded to speed walk to his bed, then jump on it. He laid there for a minute, then took out his phone from his pocket. He scrolled past the news, many other things.

Nothing seemed interesting for him anymore. He shut his phone off from boredom. He looked at his ceiling. He intertwined his fingers with the stings of his hoodie, wrapping the strings on his fingers. He then pulled on the strings, tightening his hoodie.

"I want to sleep...forever."

Eyes getting heavy, he closed them. He raised his legs up to his chest, quickly falling asleep.

He was tired.

Tired of getting bullied.

Tired of crying.

Tired of feeling like shit.

Tired of waking up, seeing that he would start a new day of hell once again.

He was tired.

He just wanted to sleep

Forever

———Chapter 7 Completed———
Do not do anything in this story to yourself. The only thing you should do that is in the story is to tell someone that you trust about your problems!!