Be Alright

P.O.V

A few weeks later

Hailey

"Justin.." I whispered knocking in the door, food tray in hand. I pushed it open with my foot and saw Justin just sitting on the bed, emotionless.

I walked over to the bed and kept the food tray on the side table. I sighed and sat down beside him.

"Justin, c'mon eat something." I whispered, holding his hand in mine.

"I don't want to." He murmured quietly, not moving an inch.

"C'mon Justin, you need to eat." I d'aigris, grabbing the plate of pasta and holding it up to him. When he made no move I picked up the fork and twirled some pasta onto it, bringing the fork up to Justin's mouth.

"Eat." I said.

"Hailey i said I don't want to." He spoke more firmly.

Putting the plate back down I held Justin's face in my hands.

"Listen I know it hurts. I know what it feels like." I muttered.

"No you don't. You really don't. You walk around the house like it doesn't effect you at all. Like Drew being gone for almost two months now isn't hurting you at all. So no, I don't think that you know what it feels like." Justin spoke loudly shocking me.

"I'm his mother Justin. He's my first-born. Believe it or not it does hurt. It feels like someone's ripping my heart out and constantly stomping on it and punching it like it's some punch bag. I walk around the house like it doesn't effect me because I have to take care of Sophia. She looks depressed, she misses her brother too. I have to take care of Luke who needs my attention all the time. I have to make sure Selena's not doing anything to our other two kids. I have to make sure you're eating and drinking properly. So yes, even though it may seem like It doesn't hurt me, it really does. But I've been keeping it together for the sake of my family. So don't you dare tell me what I feel and what I don't Justin." I spoke, my voice coming out thick with tears running down my eyes.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm on edge okay. He's my son, i love him with all my heart. I'm scared for him." Justin cried into his hands. I pulled him close and hugged him.

"I can't deal with this Justin. Not anymore. I can't be the thread that's trying to keep her family from ripping apart anymore. I can't." I spoke crying into his neck.

"It'll be alright. Everything's gonna be alright.." Justin sniffled, patting my back soothingly.

Suddenly the phone rang. It was Justin's.

Justin picked it up.

"It's the police, maybe they have some information on Drew." Justin spoke before answering the call.

"Hello?" Justin spoke into the phone.

"Yes.. yes.. okay, of course, we'll be there in 10 minutes." Justin spoke hurriedly and then ended the call.

"What happened?" I asked him.

"They've located Drew."

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WOWOHOOOO I'm having a lot of fun writing this skskrkkrkr and I have two tests tomorrow . God help me.

-Taylor💋