Yet again.

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Trying to conform to society's ideals has brought me to my death bed

Believing that life has gotten better was careless of me

These obstacles have made themselves at home
Not giving me a peace of mind
Or leaving me alone

Who knew that I would put my pen to paper once again to record my fragile moment.

While my pens and papers picked up dust,
My grandmother's legs have started to let go

While my pens and papers picked up dust,
I have found myself on the verge on homelessness

And while my pens and papers picked up dust,
So has my relationship with my friends

Life has brought me in a neverending cycle of relief and torment
If only I had the strength to leave this circle.
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Update:

As some of you guys can tell, I haven't published anything in a very long time. This is mostly because I've been in a better mood lately and truthfully, I don't write much or get any inspiration to write when I'm having a better handle on my life.

While a lot of shit has happened that even I consider quite fucked up and extreme, weirdly enough, I didn't feel the need to express those fucked up moments into my writing and stuff to cope with it.

Lately I've been planning of putting another book out here, but it's just me ranting or some shit, but who tf cares? Lmao

So who knows, maybe I'll do it or maybe I won't, but don't expect much updates in this random poetry book shit that I made here.

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