THE PURGE- TikTok

Eight.

For those of you that read chapter six, I edited that chapter on September 6th 2019. I'm just putting the date so if you are reading this and have read it past that time then you don't have to wonder if you read the updated version or not. Anyways, once again, play the song when you see music notes 🎶
* Jadens POV *

She giggles at me blushing as Avani plays the music causing me to stick my tongue out at her, she laughs at my silliness and takes a deep breath before starting.

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"Stone cold, stone cold
You see me standing, but I'm dying on the floor
Stone cold, stone cold
Maybe if I don't cry, I won't feel anymore
Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you
Stone cold, stone cold
You're dancing with her, while I'm staring at my phone
Stone cold, stone cold
I was your amber, but now she's your shade of gold
Stone cold, baby
God knows I tried to feel
Happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand, I'll take the pain
Give me the truth, me and my heart
We'll make it through
If happy is her, I'm happy for you
Don't wanna be stone cold, stone
I wish I could mean this but here's my goodbye
Oh, I'm happy for you
Know that I am, even if I
Can't understand
If happy is her,
I'm happy for you" her angelic voice sings, she did get emotional but that made it better. She is my everything. And I already know it. I look down at the now awake Luna smiling at the love of my life.

" Carmen, I love you even more. I didn't think that was possible, but damn babygirl" I say as she pulls Luna out of my arms making me pout
" I love you too baby" She says kissing my nose sitting on my lap holding Luna
" babbyyyyyy" I groan causing her to smile at me
" whaaattttt" She says poking my cheek
" I lovvvveeee yyoooouuuuu" I say in a baby voice causing her to giggle, I could listen to that all day
" I lovveee yyooouuu moorrrreeeeee" She says pecking my lips
" nope. Never, not possible." I say putting my hand on her neck and rubbing my thumb on her jaw. I can see how that affects her, she gets goosebumps and blushes slightly and bites her lip.
" mhmm very much so." She says causing me to kiss her

Our lips move in sync, once we pull away she bites my bottom lip gently and smiles at me. I am in love, Jesus. Payton comes in and shakes his head laughing at us.

" Carmennnnn, will you make me foooood?" He whines putting his head on my shoulder from behind the couch making me laugh

We fuck around and make jokes about us being gay for each other, only because we are best friends and it makes our friends laugh. (I am in no way making fun of gay, lesbian, or bisexual people. A lot of my friends fall in one of those categories so I would never judge 👌🤷‍♀️)

" sure, I'm going to make breakfast for everyone. Payton, get Avani to come help me and don't drop Luna, that goes for both of you." She says sternly making me nod my head and smile at her trying to be serious
" mkay, will do boss" Payton says walking towards his room upstairs

Carmen pecks my lips and messes up my hair getting off my lap and going to the kitchen. I look down at Luna and see her looking up at me kicking her feet. She looks like she is about 6-7 months old. It's sad how she lost her birth mother and we don't know where her dad is. Oh shit. The adoption services might take Luna away and give her to her dad. No. No. No. I can't give my baby up. I already love her. Tears well up in my eyes and fall down my face. I wipe them away before Carmen could see them. I don't want to upset her at the possibility. But if Luna's biological father was around, he would've been there to protect her and her mom... I look down and see Luna just looking at me. She doesn't cry hardly ever. Or laugh. I pick her up and make a weird sound causing her to giggle loudly. I cross my eyes and she laughs more. I love this baby, I don't want to have to give her up.