Imagine this - 5sos

Why So Insecure?

“Come on, I want to go to the beach! This is my first time in Australia and I’ve been told the beaches are crazy and I want to go, especially with you. Please?”

Luke’s mum, Liz, wanted to meet you since Luke never stopped talking about you when you were apart. So, she invited you over to see if she approved of your relationship. You loved that Luke was a mummy’s boy, but realised it would take a lot of effort for Liz’s approval of you.

You had a couple of days to yourself so you could adjust to everything. Your friends had told you that the beaches were stunning and you’d be stupid not to go.

“They’re really overrated Y/N, it’s nothing to get excited over. Your friends were wrong, so just stop asking to go!”

“Luke Robert Hemmings, you are taking me to the beach or I will go with Calum!”

“Look, I’m not going and neither are you. Our relationship has two people in it and you don’t get to decide where we go every time. You never ask where I want to go, or ask me how our music is going. Sometimes it’s like you don’t even care about me, I dedicate myself to you and our relationship. Y/N, I just feel like I’m all alone when I’m with you…”

“Well, Luke, that isn’t my fault. It’s yours because you don’t speak up and I am sick of it! I’m going out with Calum to the beach, see you later!”

And with that, you left with your beach stuff and met Calum. You took your t-shirt and shorts off, revealing a floral bikini that made Calum stare. You sat down on your towel and took out your camera equipment, this was meant to be a memorable moment between you and Luke and you wanted to take in the view and they beauty of it. But, now it was you and Cal,

“So, Y/N, how come Luke didn’t come? Not that I’m complaining with you in that suit.”

“Well, I have always wanted to come to the beaches here, I just never did. I asked if we could go to the beach, he kept saying no and that they’re really overrated. Then, that I never ask him where he wants to go and that I think our relationship is only about me. I love him so much but he is never up for anything. All he wants to do is sit around and watch TV, I need some excitement in my life and he just isn’t providing it for me.”

“Luke isn’t one to say that usually. Maybe he wasn’t feeling too good and wanted to stay home and get better. But, he is a fan of beaches and he doesn’t like giving all the time and never getting something in return. Just talk to him about how he feels and ask what he wants to do. Y/N, appreciate him, please?”

“I will. Thank you Cal!”

After you had snapped many shots of the beach and some selfies of you and Calum and tanned a little, you left the beach and went back to Luke’s. You hugged Calum and thanked him for taking you to the beach. As you entered the house, Luke was still in the same position, lying parallel to the TV.

“Luke? Can we talk please? I know that it was wrong of me to go, but I’ve always wanted to go. Luke, I love you so much and I don’t want to hurt you or see you sad. I’m so sorry.”

You were stood leaning against the closed door, looking at Luke, who hadn’t even glanced at you. You were about to walk away and go to your room until Luke ran up and grabbed you by your arm.

He slammed your back to the wall and looked deep into your eyes, you didn’t know what to feel or what to expect.

“Y/N, Y/N, Y/N. I never thought of you as that kind of girl.”

His body was close to yours, with only a little distance between you.

“Luke, we can do whatever you want while we’re here. If you want, we can just chill out here and watch TV and eat. Plus, we coul-”

“I thought you’d never say that. I don’t want to do those things, but I want SOMETHING my way.”

A smirk began to grow across his face, a seductive one at that. He looked at your body, up and down, then bit his lip…

“Luke, what are you saying?”

You were becoming quite nervous. What Luke was hinting, you felt he could do so much better. There were tons of other pretty girls he could have, but he chose you and you were confused. 

"Y/N, are you okay with my idea?"

He pushed his whole body against yours, no space was there. You could feel his heartbeat and you didn't want to do what he had in mind. You felt so insecure around Luke, you just didn't understand why he would want to be with you. 

He clashed his lips against yours, you felt a shiver down your body when you came into contact with his lip ring. You were forced up agianst the door and couldn't escape from Luke's grip.

"Y/N, jump!"

 You didn't want to anger Luke, so you obeyed his demand. As you jumped he caught you, as his hands made their way to your bum. You were in a heavy make out session and Luke’s grip became much tighter. You tried to push him off a bit, but it just wouldn’t work. You were far from ready for this, would you ever be ready?

Luke put all of his weight against you, so you would stay on the wall, whilst grappling your wrists and placing them above your head. His lips made their way to your neck and caressed gently before sucking violently to create a love bite.

“Luke I’m not ready for this. Not with you. I just can’t do this, you deserve someone better and not me. I’m so sorry”

Tears were forming in your eyes

“Babe, why not? I wouldn’t do this unless I love you. You are the best and Y/N, there is no need to be sorry.”

“I just feel like I’m nothing when I’m with you and your fans run up to you. They are all so pretty and amazing, and well I am just me.”

“Y/N, babe, you’re all I need. I know my fans are pretty and amazing, but right now, it’s just us and we have dinner with my mum, so could we you know?”

You let Luke take control once again, he slid his hand down to your thighs and parted them, and you pulled his jeans down along with his pants. He thrust into you, each time getting deeper and deeper until you both climaxed.

“I hope you’re no insecure anymore Y/N because that was amazing!”

“Luke, I’m sorry about earlier and I agree that was amazing!”

After that, your hickey had become quite blatant and for your dinner with Liz, you had your hair down. Even if she didn’t approve, you’re still Luke’s good girl…