[alphabet poem] inside my head during a panic attack.

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All eyes land on me,
Better close my eyes and disappear.
Can't stop my shaking hands,
Don't look at me, please.

Everyone's staring at me,
Fighting my own inner battle.
I can't handle them staring at me,
Jokes on them, I know what's wrong with me.

Kaleidoscope vision now,
Leave me alone.
Maybe I could run away,
Never mind, I'm stuck right here.

Only me, only me they're staring at.
People whispering about me.
Questioning my every movement,
Ridiculing my every breath.

Stop staring at me,
Tell me what to do to make you stop.
Under their taunting stare,
Vacant thoughts are all I want.

Watch me as I waste away,
Xerosis setting in.
You're making me panic,
Zoo. Is that where I am?

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