Till the day i die (Andy bvb fanfic ) ~completed

the date

Ravens POV

Today was the day with my date with the love of my life. After Andy lead me back to the tour bus after breaking Vics heart ... we went back to bed for a while. Andy slept but I couldn't, I just kept thinking of Vics face when we walked away. I think he really did love me, and... i kind of wanted to love him back...

What no I didn't mean that!  I love Andy anyway I don't feel anything to him, I just felt so bad.

I wanted to be with Andy forever and ev- but then I remembered I cant, Ill be dead in about year or two, and it will break his heart, especially since I haven't even told him about my cancer. I felt sick at the thought of me and Andy not being together.

I had to tell him.

Andy woke up and caught me staring and smiling at him, he just looked so cute asleep I couldnt help it.

"hey creep? staring at me asleep" he laughed, and it was cute. His morning voice was very sexy.

"what no! I was just... umm ya no ..Just.. shiut up" I said slapping his chest.  He leant forward and gently kissed my lips.

It was 11am now. "hey have you slept since that Vic thing?"

"urgh no.. I was just ..thinking about things."

He turned on his side resting his head in his hand. He had a worried expression on his face.

"whats wrong babe."

"I need to tell you something.. not now though.. can go out for lunch now" I tried to climb over him on the bunk but he stopped me and kissed me.

"Raven please tell me now"

I shook my head and got dressed, he was watching me the whole time, he looked sad.

I walk to a sandwich tent was awkward. We held hands and the press was all up in out faces and fans clamouring over Andy for a picture, but ignored them all, holding onto me tightly, not turning his head from looking forward the whole time. We got to the tent and he sat me down at a table, and went and got us food. When he came back he sat in front of me and frowned, looking at me in the eyes.

"tell me" It was the first thing he had said since our last conversation.

"I.. Well Andy I dont wanna hurt you..I love you so much but"

"dont leave me" His voice was shaking like he was ginna cry!

"What!" I whisper yelled

"Dont go to Vic, that whats your gonna say right?" A tear escaped his eye. This broke my hurt and I to shed a tear

"No that not it Andy I never want to leave you"

"dont then" he said smiling "we'll be together forever" He held my hand across the table and this made me cry even more.

"Andy we wont be able to... Im dying" 

"w-w-what!?" more tears fell from his eyes.

I pointed at my tubes "not weak lungs.. Cancer"

He cried even harder and buried his face in his arms. People where looking over at us now.

"No!" he yelled "No Raven! this cant happen, your the love of my life!"

"Im so sorry! I knew it would break your heart but.. please dont leave me now" I sobbed.

"Never, I will be with you till the day you die"

" Till the day I die"

"I love you Raven Williams" he said through tears.

"I love you to Andrew Biersack"